#8.3.2022

March 8, 2022 - Day 262

Date: 8 March 2022

Duration: 58 minutes at 9:42 PM

Depth:

This session was definitely better than the two sessions before it. In my last blog entry, I have mentioned my present most desired meditational phenomenon. I want my body to stop trembling during meditation. I want my body to better contain benevolent energies. I don’t want to be distracted by strong trembles during meditation. I don’t want mild trembles either. I really want to be the calm witness of the pooling of freed up life energies inside my head.

Last night, my wish was granted. Without having to pray for it, I found my body still. The breathing movement took a short but well deserved break. Blessed energies were feeling at home within my body. Moments later, I experienced a bodily sensation I have never experienced before. Following is the best description I can come up with:

Every cell of my upright and seated body seemed to be facing upwards! It was as if there was a broad stream of mild current moving through my entire body. It was moving upwards. The current like passage of an unknown energy was charging each cell of my being as the energy moved up. The energy seemed to lose steam as it moved up. It was an incredible experience.

After this high point in my session, my body went back to trembling. I struggled with the distractions that intuition provides. The struggle went on at such a spot within the intuitive sphere that when it was time to affirm for harmony, I managed to mentally utter only one.

At the beginning of the session, before my body and breath became calmly still, I was aware of a family member carrying out a short task close to me. Exactly at the moment of the task, my attention slipped into a somewhat deep part of intuition. There is a depth of intuition that can be reached only after some switches placed on the senses are turned off. The task was done but I wasn’t aware of it.

Since I slipped into the intuition while I was still aware of my surroundings, my intuitive mind’s distraction was to ‘wait the moment out’. I kept returning in my thoughts to the same mental distraction away from meditation.

‘I’ll dive deeper with my attention in just moment’, I thought. Until I realised that the family member had long finished the task and left! I was mentally caught with an outer distraction that didn’t exist. That’s the power of the medium of intuition.