#8^2

listen its really stupid but i came up with the name and i think it’d be funny

We saw the tanks rolling in, gunshots were heard, and then the TV went static. But not before I saw blood spilled, pointed at the TV screen, and asked my family "How could they do that?", and my question was never answered. The Gate of Heavenly Peace turned into a macabre and twisted version of itself-not even the feudal Emperors of the ancient dynasties, self-designated sons of the heavens, would have dared to spill blood on those grounds-for they were the entrance to the Forbidden City, the revered seat of power of the Middle Kingdom. Today marks the 25th anniversary. A quarter of a century has passed, yet the victims and their families have not received any justice. For some, not even an empty grave to visit. Generations after that were told fictionalized versions of the events, with most of them placing the blame on "foreign influence" and "misguided students", because they naturally warranted the use of military force against unarmed students and civilians. I wonder if those who made the decision have ever slept well at night since then, if screams and cries of extreme pain and agony as steel rolled over living flesh and bones ever plagued their dreams-or did they convince themselves it was just a snuff film made at their pleasure. Some said if Deng hadn't made the decision, China would not be what it is today. Continue to sit on your thrones of prosperity built upon the bodies of the innocents, then. Laugh at the countries you despised yet envied so and hold the debts to. Let us see how long this house of cards of a grotesque concoction of communism and capitalism will last-because when this regime built on fear and terror falls, it will not be pretty.

I still don't have a boyfriend.