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I already basically get paid to do nothing—lots of people do, even higher paying positions—and yet I feel like it’s a fluke. I feel like I have to feign busyness so that no one “tells” on me. Not that I’m not happy to be helpful if asked, and I like to learn, but I fucking hate office politics and they kill my motivation, so I refuse to go out of my way to seek work.
If I already get paid to just sit all day and scroll TikTok or Pinterest, why couldn’t I get paid to sit at home? Or travel? Or do whatever I wanted? I clearly have a belief that to earn money requires “hard work”, despite that being such a subjective thing. Who defines what’s “hard”? It’s all relative.
I can absolutely get paid to just exist. Plenty of people do, so why not me?
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Think I’m realizing that my ultimate core belief that informs all of the others is that I am not worthy. Of almost anything at all. That I have to fucking earn the right to just exist. I think logically, I don’t believe that anymore, but it’s still so deeply rooted in my emotional body.
That’s also why I play small, why I can’t ask for things and struggle to stick up for myself, why I don’t like being perceived, why urgency follows me everywhere and I’m always trying to figure out how to optimize myself so I can be “perfect”, why I pre-empt everything I say, why I apologize all the time, why I cry when I’m praised and scolded. Why I like being praised AND degraded.
It’s crazy that I’ve spent so many years thinking belief is in the mind, but really it’s in the body. In the behavior. It starts in the mind, maybe, but it must end in the body. If you can’t integrate it into the emotional body, it’s like it doesn’t even count.
I don’t really know what to do what that yet, but it’s just one more brick in the foundation I’m laying.
