So my person/qpp offered to cosplay as Chuuya when I cosplay Dazai in July for a anime convention that falls on my birthday and IM FULL GAY PANIC
I was cosplaying Dazai bc I unfortunately kin him (he’s not my only highest kin but yeah he’s up there:’) )
ANYWAY so I’ve been real depressed and numb lately this year bc audhd burnt out and such and last week when I realized my birthday is happening again I ended up being lowkey depressed (?) about it which I’m not going to get into rn bc f it we ball
So when they invited me to con and I found out it’s my bday same day and when I told them I’m def cosplaying Dazai and Gojo and my other kins and they went “I can cosplay Chuuya for you” WHEN THEY KNOW FULL WELL HOW DOWN BAD I AM FOR CHUUYA and the fact I’ve been secretly wanting to suggest them to cosplay Chuuya bc I know for a fact they’re a Chuuya kinnie even if they refuse to watch the show bc they know their tism will possess it as it did mine.
I’m just abbandnsna I’m looking forward to a birthday for once and that’s crazy and gross to think about but at the same time I CANT WAIT TO SEE THIS THROUGH MY BOIS
