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Banners I did for the recent cosmetic pack in Vermintide 2! Kruber’s sun hat is giving me nightmares

should finish this portrait of my hunter, but TIME ;_;

these last few years, the closer to thirty i get i realise that i will lose you again. and again. and a thousand times for the rest of my life i will keep losing you every birthday. all the little things in life forever spoiled by the abscence of you. it speaks louder than anything else it's been nine years and i still don't know how to silence it

i miss you so fucking much i'm afraid of time the sound of your voice is fading in my memories the smell of your after-shave but i still see you in everything the sting in my stomach when i anticipate your reactions the need to walk on eggshells therapy has helped me handling this, but i'm not sure i want to forget it's the only memory that never really fades the pain you caused me has been harboring inside me all my life i'm sure my very cells are altered i look at myself in the mirror and i see your eyes despite all you've ruined, it's still you that i reach for safety in distress, you are the back of my shadow

test huehue