#5w6d

Today is a crampy day. My lower abdomen huuuurts. Feels like I did 100 sit ups.

Were still completely torn on a girl name. The long ass post I’m referring to earlier that tumblr apparently didn’t post was about baby names and how I am undecided on a girl name now.

Brayden Kenneth feels pretty set. Kenneth is Zacks grandfathers name who passed. I loved Charlotte Jean for a long time but Charlotte is just so popular now. Jean is my middle name and has been passed down to all the women in my family so I want to keep it going. It’s hard to find a name that flows with Jean. Not that middle names truly matter anyway. Right now we like Addison (Addy), Bree (we both love the name Bree but strongly hate any long versions of the name. Brianna, brielle, brynley etc.), and I have always liked the name Aubrey. I came across the name Sydney on baby center and thought it was kind of cute. I also like Callie Jean. I LOVE Madeline but Zack hates it 😭😭.

Zack does not like “overdone” names or names that are too “out there” so I don’t have a lot to work with. And I don’t like names that are way too common. (It is irrelevant that we have a son named Oliver, I don’t know ONE Oliver IRL fight me)

I have a long time to decide on a name I know. I probably won’t even end up needing to use a girl name if we’re looking at things realistically hahahaha.

I feel like I have no sex drive 😒

I feel bad because my husband hasn’t gotten any in two weeks lol

Am I the only one?

Anywho I’m excited for tomorrow!!! We will be able to see my little bean. So far I haven’t felt any other symptoms. What i do have is that my breast are extremely sore by the end of the night. I can smell things from like miles away... not literally lol but you know what I mean.

Aside from that my husband is starting to show more affection about the baby. 🤗 which is making me feel really happy.

I know he might be scared but I feel like there can’t be any room for any of that. We should be nothing but happy and excited. We can’t let fear take over happiness.