#5squash writes

I’m eating noodles right now and just finished an exam for a course where I’m high key scared of the professor but your girl survived so lets celebrate with some blurbs!

I got a request from an Anon a couple days ago lets do this and little anon wherever you are I hope you like this :)

Feel free to me requests, you’ll just have to be patient with my response as I’m in school rn so that all comes first.

Request: “Calum imagine where he can’t hm hm get it up and you get insecure because of it”

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You and Calum sat awkwardly next to each other in bed, neither one of you being able to think of anything good to say to fix the situation. This wasn’t exactly how you imagined the night going, in fact you were hoping for the exact opposite. 

Calum had been complaining about being stressed out all week and due to both of you having busy schedules you hadn’t had much time together the last week or so. So since you both finally had a free night it was supposed to be spent staying in and having some much needed intimate time together.

Except someone couldn’t get it up and now you were both stuck in bed naked and not knowing what to do next. He had offered to help you out and get you to finish at least but you had declined. Normally you gladly accepted his offer, but you couldn't get the thought out of your head that sex with Calum had gone south was because of something you did, or didn’t, do.

Your insecurities weren’t a secret to Calum. He knew how self conscious you got sometimes, but to him you were gorgeous, despite the lack of reaction from his body in the current situation. You knew, rationally, that it had probably just been a long day for both of you, and he was tired, not turned off by you. But the nagging voice in the back of your head was doing a great job of convincing you otherwise.

He judged by your silence next to him you were lost in thought, and he knew  from experience that your current train of thought wasn’t a positive one. You didn’t register he had moved until his tan arms had wrapped around waist and pulled you closer to him. You felt him nuzzle his face between your shoulder and neck as he started talking.

“You know I love you right? Because I do. A lot. Tonight had nothing to do with what you look like, trust me. I’ve just been a bit stressed out and I’m tired tonight. I promise it’s not because of you. You’re still my girl and I think you’re so fucking sexy. So let me show you how amazing I think you are,” he finished and pulled away slightly so he could look at your face and meet your eyes.

You smiled down at him and giggled at the hopeful look in his eyes. “Ok Hood, be my guest,” you teased and flopped backwards to lay down fully on the heap of blankets and pillows and he moved to position himself above you so he could make good on his promise to you.