#5june17

On a more positive note than my earlier post, our Calmbirth classes are AMAZING! I'm seriosuly so happy that we’re doing them. It's helped both of us (mainly T because I'm not worried about labour) become a lot more relaxed about the entire process. It's really quite detailed and goes into gow your baby is already learning from you while in the womb and how important the breath is not only in labour, but during your entire pregnancy. I really wosh we had have done them a bit earlier thab we did. We've got 3 weeks until June Bug is due, which means 3 weeks of lots of breathing practice, mental preparation, visualization and creating a calm environment for him to come into the world. It's inspired me a lot, so daily for the next 3 weeks (or until he arrives) I'm going to post a positive labour affirmation to help with my mindset. I already have a pretty good idea of the type of birth I want, but after these classes I believe now more than ever that it is 100% possible. I highly recommend anyone who is pregnant seek these classes out.

Can't afford to pay the deposit on the newborn photos this week (or next, or the one after, or you know possibly ever 😐) because apparently T's minimum wage job that hardly covers his bills means my payments are reduced. So we can maybe just afford to live at the moment, all luxuries are off the table. 😒 And I'll have a really lovely debt to pay back. I would really love it if we could have ONE good month this year. The drama is getting too fucking much. 😓