#5amshift

So, my night didn’t end up entirely sucking. There was just a lot of drunkenness and it always makes things seem a lot more intense than they ever need to be. But for me the night ended well and I woke up next to him and that was lovely. It always is. And then when I told him I would be going he said he wanted me to bring him back food which, slightly was annoying but only because I kind of had wanted to go get breakfast or something with him. But he did have a lot of house chores to do. And then I was going to leave after I brought him food and he was like “well, we could just stay here and watch movies all day.” and I asked him if that’s what he wanted and he said yeah, that would be nice. So I went home and changed and then came back and we watched this movie with Christian Bale in it called Equilibrium about a society with no emotions or feelings. And it was an action film? But it was really good. And then we started watching Forrest Gump which is one of my favorite movies. And i realized that I’d need to leave before it was over and I told him that and he’s like “you don’t want to stay and cuddle with me?” and I told him I very much did except that I didn’t have any work clothes for the next day. And he was bummed. And I was bummed but also happy that he was going to miss me too. I just have to go to sleep actually now because 4AM is coming way to quickly. And I have to be to work at 5 AM like.. Cereally. THIS IS INSANITY. At least I don’t have to be in earlier than that. Cause I would die. I just have my clothes set out already, my make up in a bag to take with me. And notebook to take with me so that I’m just ready to go as fast as possible in the morning. So now I must away so I can sleep. Hopefully this Ambien kicks in sooon!