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I think I could've been my mom's third ectopic pregnancy that killed us both if god had mercy

that cold nature

I'm not like. A real person. I'm a person in the way computers are boys sometimes

genuinely I should have been aborted

I want to disappear and never be perceived by anyone actually and the weight of being known by others and expected to exist in a little simulation of all the traits you've presented to them makes me sick. I am acting I am always acting you are receiving a performance of my identity tailored to be received positively ! It's no wonder you like me I designed myself in a lab to be palatable to the general public.

no matter how many dogs I kill I just, what, do an inventory?

I'm sort of like an email really

no one knows except the both of us