Me: *wears binder*
Me: *very heavy backpack*
Me: *highspeed-walks*
Me: *exhausted*
Me:

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Me: *wears binder*
Me: *very heavy backpack*
Me: *highspeed-walks*
Me: *exhausted*
Me:

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Mitten rein in Karlis Ruh
Schrie einmal ein Kakadu
Machte krach und schrie halt immer
Ganz in der Näh von Karlis Zimmer
Der Karli fühlte sich - welch Wunder -
Gestört und aß deshalb viel Plunder
Immer einen nach dem andern
Tat sich ärgern doch nie wandern
Karli wurde immer dicker
Der Kakadu krisch mal beim Gewitter
so fulminant gewagtiglich
Dem Karli tats im Herz n Stich
Danach da war der Karli tot
Der Kakadu schrie wie n Idiot
Noch jahrelang immer weiter
Denn er er lebte froh und heiter
Putzte Federn und fraß Nüsse
Manchmal bekam er ein paar Küsse
Denn Karli hat er nie gesehen
So störte ihn auch nicht sein Gehen
Und hier kommt nun in aller Stille
Nach der Geschicht nach meinem Wille
Die Moral frisch fromm und frei
Lass dem Kakadus sein Schrei
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"Illuminating Beauty"
(4.11.19)

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It’s been almost 4 yrs on and off of test. In that time and even before, top surgery has been a deep desire and goal. Time just keeps passing as i question why oh why do i still have this chest. It would be a lie to say that money is the culprit. To say after 4-5 years I couldnt to come up with 5k would be bullshit. So i had to get honest with myself an ask; why has it truly taken me so long?
And the answer... im scared. Scared that after waiting my whole life, this image ive imagined a million times might not become a reality. at the core it’s a stupid fear. Fear of being imperfect. Of not being aesthetically pleasing, not only to myself but to the eyes of others. I see others with results that if I were to have would be a struggle to live with so i just avoid it all together. Avoid one of my deepest desires.
But now im in pain all the time. Went to a chiropractor, hand specialist, general practitioner who all came to the same conclusion. Binding is fucking me up. I have nerve damage, hypertrophic muscles, my body isn’t getting enough oxygen. Had to quit my job due to hand injuries that all lead back to binding since 2014. I’m at a place where i truly cant move forward with my life, my career, my passion until i stop binding. I have to face my fear for my betterment. It’s long past due.
I opened up a new bank account and deposited $300. I’m going to flip that 300 to 1500, that 1500 to 4000 and so on and finally pay for my surgery. After doing the numbers i should be able to do this in a good 5 months or less. I’m excited.
It's weird how there are things I never really gave a second thought, but once they were brought to my mind, once I gave some thinking to them, I can't seem to get rid of them
Me: *whines about not getting anything done*
Also me: *doesn't do anything*