#4'oclock

Okay once again I need to say out some of my thoughts… *I’m not hating on anyone I’m just saying out my opinions, y'all know I love Jin and the boys* 

Recently I saw an interview of jin for “wings concept book” and how he answered the questions really breaks my heart. Everyone, please know that jin works extremely hard and as hard as all other members. For his solo “awake”, he composed the song himself and edited many times before it was sent over for approval. He always write lyrics here and there for different albums to send for approval but most were negative results. Have it ever come to you that how would he feel deep inside his heart? 

You know jin’s appearance in Bangtan is not alot... Dont disagree with me on this because you’ve seen so many jin stans talking about his lines for many songs and each time he gets slightly more lines we are so happy & grateful to be able to hear more of his lovely voice. One major factor was “Not today” MV (I’ve made a post about this but oh well), his appearance was less than 3 fucking seconds. This is a full official MV, he is a member of Bangtan, he is an artist and what did he get?? Have you ever wondered what will he feel when he got little parts to sing when he is performing?  Dont get me started on the special stages they covered (”As I told you”, “Class idea”, “Perfect man”) and jin got tiny or no lines at all...

Oh yes and choreography... I’ve noticed this a few times but why is he always at the back and not front? Just go and watch some of their live, most of the time he is at the back of the choreography. Ok yes, he may be the weaker dancer of the group but do you know how hard he worked so he can reach the the same standard as other members? 

And his graduation day.... HE SKIPPED BECAUSE HE HAD TO ATTEND HIS SCHEDULE. Omg, that graduation was his university degree graduation and he couldn't attend it... if it was me I would be so upset? But he is still so positive about it and all.  I don’t understand... I’m just very confused why is jin being treated like this. But hold up, I’m not hating on Bighit or anyone because I dont know the real truth behind all these. We only see the surface of everything that they worked hard to film MV, shoots, composed songs, dance practices ETC. but we don’t know fully enough how Bighit works. 

There’s many more other issues and I can go on but I will stop here. Kim Seokjin aka Jin is really a talented man. He is a kpop artist, a member of Bangtan and he worked as hard as the rest. I hope he isn't too stress and hopefully he doesn't blame himself for not doing enough or whatsoever deep inside because we all know he worked really REALLY hard and so do other members. I know it’s kinda fucked up when jin stans start to say their opinions, other fans will start to hate on us or whatever... Sigh I dont get on this too but... 

Most importantly, please spread love to him and other boys. Thank you :) Feel free to give your opinions but no hate please :)