You yoongi husband headcanons were so good! Could you write one for jin aswell?š
Husband Kim Seokjin! Headcannons
Pairing: Kim Seokjin x Gen! Reader
Genre: Fluff, slice of life, husband Kim Seokjin.
Word Count: 409
| Summary: The kind of life people dream of is a life with Kim Seokjin as your husband.
CONYāS note: Thank you for requesting i had a lot of fun with this!! Sorry for posting so late.^^
Masterlist
Husband Jin - Who insists on introducing you as my wife, my husband, my partner at every opportunity just to see your cheeks flush when he says it.
Husband Jin - Who gives you the bigger piece of meat during dinner and claims heās ājust not that hungryā even though you catch him sneaking a second serving later.
Husband Jin - Who sneaks back hugs while youāre brushing your teeth, cooking, or folding laundry because he canāt help himself.
Husband Jin - Who is loud with laughter and loud with love, filling every corner of your home with his presence so you never feel alone.
Husband Jin - Who always makes you laugh in the middle of arguments, not because he doesnāt take you seriously but because he canāt stand to see you upset.
Husband Jin - Who takes a hundred selfies with you in the most ordinary momentsāat the grocery store, in the car, at the parkāand says itās for the memories.
Husband Jin - Who always sings about what youāre doing, whether youāre cooking, cleaning, or even just yawning, because he wants to make you smile.
Husband Jin - Who secretly watches your favorite dramas with you just so he can tease you about your reactions but ends up more invested in the story than you are.
Husband Jin - Who tells you every day how beautiful you are, in a tone so casual you almost donāt realize he means it with his whole heart.
Husband Jin - Who cries when he hears you laugh so hard you canāt breathe, because he realizes all over again that youāre his greatest joy.
Husband Jin - Who brushes your hair back gently and kisses your forehead like itās second nature, as if that one touch is enough to ground him.
Husband Jin - Who puts your comfort above his own, carrying groceries, cooking meals, and making sure you drink water even when heās tired himself.
Husband Jin - Who whispers I love you every night before bed, whether youāre awake to hear it or not.
Husband Jin - Who believes marriage isnāt about grand gestures but about the daily promise to love you in a thousand little ways.
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though he is a bit shy when showing and receiving affection, it doesn't stop him from being affectionate, he's just red in the face
loves spending time with you, simply talking about each other's days makes him feel lucky to have you
regularly tells you how much he loves and appreciates you in creative ways; he speaks in romantic poems lol
his love language is quality time and words of affirmation
very obvious how in love he is to those around him, they know he's smitten with you
will quietly bring you water and snacks when you're working or busy doing something
the type to order in your favorite comfort foods for you even if he is in another country working
has all of your favorite foods, drinks, snacks, movies, songs, etc. memorized because he just wants to understand you better (and so he knows what to buy you)
holding hands in public always, it's a must, doesn't matter if he looks like he's in middle school holding hands with his first love and crush
sends you a voice note of him singing you a song, don't mention it too much or he'll melt into a puddle, but also compliment it lol
watching shows together is a love language in itself, he will sulk if you watch ahead of him
he loves it when you give him back hugs when he's facing away from you; spooning him when he cooks, etc.
Pairing: BTS x Fem. Reader
Genre: Fluff
Word Count: 6.6k
Summary: You start out as just pretending to date, but really, is it so fake?
Seokjin
"Please, just look at me!" you implored, your eyes shimmering with urgency as you gazed up at Jin. The late afternoon sun cast a warm glow around you, but the chill of anxiety gripped your heart. "My last date was a disaster, and now I think they might be stalking me. Can you please act like we're a couple until they back off?"
Jin's heart raced, caught off guard by your plea. He could see the fear etched on your face, the way your hands fidgeted nervously at your sides. It was a look he had never seen on you before, and it tugged at something deep within him. He struggled to mask his flustered reaction to the idea of being your pretend boyfriend, his mind racing with the implications of such a charade.
"How do you always find yourself in these situations?" he asked, a mix of concern and disbelief in his voice. He ran a hand through his hair, trying to process the whirlwind of emotions swirling inside him. "I mean, first a bad date, and now this? Itās like youāre living in a rom-com, but without the happy ending."
Jin's mind raced. The thought of pretending to be your boyfriend sent a jolt of adrenaline through him, but it was quickly overshadowed by the concern for your safety. He glanced around, half-expecting to see a shadow lurking in the distance, but all he saw were the usual passersby, blissfully unaware of the turmoil brewing between you two.
"Okay," he finally said, his voice steadier than he felt. "But we need to set some ground rules. This is just for show, right? No getting too carried away with the whole 'couple' thing." He tried to sound serious, but the corners of his mouth twitched upward despite himself.
You let out a breath you didnāt realize you were holding, relief flooding your features. "Of course! Just a little hand-holding, maybe some playful banter. You know, the usual, new couple things."
"Alright then," he said, taking a deep breath to steady himself. "Letās do this." He stepped closer, closing the distance between you, and instinctively wrapped an arm around your shoulders. The warmth of his touch sent a shiver down your spine, but you quickly reminded yourself of the gravity of the situation.
"Just remember," he continued, his voice low and serious, "we need to look convincing. So, you might have to lean into it a bit. You know, hold my hand or something."
You swallowed hard, the flutter of nerves mixing with a strange thrill at the thought of being so close to him. "Right, holding hands. Got it." You reached out tentatively, your fingers brushing against his before intertwining. The contact felt electric, and you fought the urge to pull away, instead focusing on the task at hand.
As you walked together, Jin kept his gaze scanning the surroundings, his protective instincts kicking in. You could feel the tension in his posture, the way he subtly shifted to place himself between you and the street. It was both comforting and unnerving the way he took on this role so naturally.
"Just act normal," he murmured, glancing down at you with a reassuring smile that didnāt quite reach his eyes. "Weāre just two people enjoying a day out together."
You nodded, trying to mirror his casual demeanor, but your heart raced as you caught sight of a figure in the distance. The familiar silhouette sent a jolt of panic through you, and you instinctively tightened your grip on Jinās hand.
"Is that them?" Jin asked, his voice low and tense.
You squinted, trying to make out the features of the person approaching. "I⦠I think so. I canāt be sure, but it looks like them."
Jinās expression hardened, and he instinctively pulled you closer, his arm wrapping more securely around your shoulders. "Okay, just keep walking. Look at me, not him."
You turned your gaze up to him, and for a moment, the world around you faded. His eyes were focused and determined, and there was a flicker of something deeper in his expression that made your heart race for an entirely different reason.
You leaned into Jin, your shoulder brushing against his, and he instinctively leaned closer, creating a bubble of intimacy that felt both exhilarating and terrifying. Jin's fingers glided gently across your shoulder, a tender gesture meant to ease the tension of the moment. The warmth of his touch sent a shiver down your spine, igniting a spark of connection that felt both exhilarating and comforting.
As the day unfolded, you found yourselves lost in a world where you truly felt like a couple, seamlessly slipping into the familiar rhythm of your shared time together. The sun hung low in the sky, casting a golden hue over everything, and the gentle breeze carried with it the sweet scent of blooming flowers. Each moment felt like a stolen treasure, a fleeting glimpse into a life you both longed to explore.
That night, when Jin escorted you to your apartment, you welcomed him inside with a warmth that felt electric. Even though the person who had been stalking you couldn't see you anymore, it didn't stop the two of you from continuing the act. The movie flickered on the screen, but neither of you paid much attention to the plot unfolding before you. Instead, you were lost in each otherās presence, the warmth of his body beside you creating a cocoon of comfort.
Jinās fingers found their way into your hair, his touch gentle and deliberate, as if he were weaving a spell that drew you closer. You leaned into him, feeling the steady rhythm of his heartbeat, a soothing backdrop to the electric tension that crackled in the air. In that moment, the pretense melted away, leaving only the undeniable connection between you. You both had lost yourselves in the performance, forgetting it was merely a charade. Yet, the spark between you made it clear that neither of you wished to bring it to an end.
Yoongi
"Yoongi, please! Will you pretend to be my boyfriend? I need my shitty ex to see that I've moved on!" you pleaded, desperation lacing your voice. The words tumbled out in a rush, fueled by the anxiety that had been building inside you ever since you had run into your ex last week.
"Why would I do that? We're not exactly friends," he replied, raising an eyebrow, his tone laced with skepticism. You had to admit he was right; your relationship was more of a casual nod than anything deeper. You had shared mutual friends and exchanged a couple of polite smiles, and that was about it.
"Because I know how much you hate my ex, and you'd never pass up an opportunity to ruin their day!!" You watched as he considered your words, his gaze piercing and thoughtful. You could see the gears turning in his mind, weighing the pros and cons of your outrageous proposal.
It had become a natural occurrence for you both to gravitate towards each other whenever you were near. Yoongi, with his quiet demeanor, rarely sought the spotlight, yet there were undeniable hints of your connection. He had a way of reaching out, whether it was a gentle hand resting on your back or his fingers lightly grazing yours, each touch a soft whisper of the bond you shared, understated yet profoundly intimate.
As the days turned into weeks rumors were definitely going around that the two of you were together. Surrounded by friends, his affection for you became increasingly apparent, manifesting in the little things that made your heart flutter. He held your hand while standing, wrapped his arms around you, and when seated, his arm rested casually behind your chair. Each gesture sent your heart racing, leaving you breathless and delightfully flustered. It was a small act, but it spoke volumes about his desire to be near you, to claim you in a way that was both possessive and affectionate.
"All night, he's had his eyes on you," Yoongi murmured softly, his breath warm against your ear. The intimate proximity sent a shiver down your spine, igniting a spark of excitement that you hadnāt anticipated. You followed his gaze, your heart sinking as you spotted your ex, a shadow lurking in the background, observing the connection you shared with Yoongi. His presence was like a dark cloud hovering over what should have been a carefree evening, a reminder of past heartaches that you thought you had buried.
You hadnāt even realized he was there, your heart racing solely from the electric moments unfolding between you and Yoongi. The way he leaned in closer, the way his fingers brushed against your arm, ignited a warmth that spread through you, momentarily drowning out the anxiety that your ex's gaze stirred within. You tried to focus on the laughter and the music that surrounded you, but the weight of that familiar stare was hard to shake off.
Despite your efforts to remind yourself that this was merely an act, the line between reality and pretense began to blur, making it increasingly difficult to hold onto that thought. Every shared glance with Yoongi felt genuine, every playful tease igniting a flicker of something deeper within you. You could feel the chemistry crackling in the air, a magnetic pull that drew you closer to him, yet the shadow of your past loomed large, threatening to overshadow the moment.
"Ignore him," Yoongi said, his voice low and soothing as if he could sense the turmoil brewing inside you. "He doesnāt matter anymore. What matters is right here, right now." His words wrapped around you like a comforting blanket, and you found yourself leaning into him, seeking solace in the moment.
Your heart raced at his declaration, an undeniable spark igniting within you. The air around you felt charged, electric, as if the very atmosphere was holding its breath in anticipation. As you met his gaze, uncertainty clouded your thoughtsāwas this genuine or merely a performance? The intensity in his eyes was both thrilling and terrifying, a magnetic pull that drew you closer even as doubt whispered in the back of your mind.
He seemed to sense your inner turmoil, a playful smirk dancing across his lips, as if he reveled in the effect he had on you. "Difficult to believe this is just a show, isn't it?" he teased, his voice low and inviting, laced with a hint of mischief. You found yourself nodding in silent agreement, your heart pounding in your chest. The way he looked at you, with such intensity and warmth, made it hard to dismiss the possibility that there was something real beneath the surface.
"Perhaps itās more than that," he murmured, his voice dropping to a whisper that sent shivers down your spine. He leaned in closer, the world around you fading into a blur as he captured your lips in a kiss. It was soft at first, a gentle exploration that sent waves of warmth cascading through you. You could feel the tension of the moment dissolve, replaced by a rush of emotions that you had been trying to suppress.
As his lips moved against yours, you felt a sense of surrender, as if all your doubts and fears melted away in that single, electrifying moment. The kiss deepened, igniting a fire within you that you hadnāt realized was there, a longing that had been waiting for the right spark to set it ablaze. You lost yourself in the taste of him, the way he held you as if you were the most precious thing in the world, and for a fleeting moment, everything else faded into insignificance.
How difficult could it be to act like a couple for a day? The thought danced in your head, igniting a thrill of excitement. After all, you and Hoseok had always had a natural chemistry, a rhythm that felt effortless. You often joked about how you were practically soulmates in friendship, so why not take it a step further, even if just for a day?
His eyes widened in surprise, and for a moment, you worried he might think you were being serious. But then, a mischievous smile spread across his face, and you knew you had him hooked. āFree drinks? Count me in!ā he exclaimed, his enthusiasm infectious.
As the day approached, you both began to plan your little charade. You picked out matching outfitsāsomething cute yet comfortable, a reflection of your playful personalities. Hoseok suggested you both wear heart-shaped accessories, and you couldnāt help but laugh at the thought of him sporting a bright red headband with ears.
āOkay, so whatās the plan now, boyfriend?ā you asked, playfully nudging him with your shoulder.
Hoseok grinned, his eyes sparkling with mischief. āHow about we take some cute couple selfies? You know, to document our love story?ā
You laughed, pulling out your phone. āAlright, but only if we can do some silly poses!ā The two of you spent the next half hour snapping pictures, striking ridiculous poses, and making each other laugh until your sides hurt.
It quickly turned into a delightful routine for the two of you. Every weekend, you would embark on little adventures, seeking out charming cafes and cozy restaurants that offered complimentary treats for couples. With each new place you discovered, you slipped into the role of a couple with playful ease, sharing laughter over decadent desserts and clinking glasses filled with sparkling beverages. The atmosphere was always light and filled with joy, as you exchanged teasing banter and playful glances that lingered just a moment too long.
Yet, as the days passed, you couldn't shake the feeling that these outings were evolving into something deeper. The way your hands brushed against each other while reaching for the same pastry sent shivers down your spine, and the warmth of their laughter wrapped around you like a comforting blanket. Each shared moment blurred the lines between mere friendship and the blossoming of something beautifully romantic.
It was an ordinary weekend when everything changed. You and Hobi found yourselves at a club with enticing half-priced drinks, and before long, you were both delightfully intoxicated. As you stumbled into your apartment later that night, passion ignited, and your lips collided with his in a fervent kiss.
The air was thick with unspoken tension, and before you knew it, your lips collided with his in a fervent kiss. It was as if the universe had conspired to bring you to this moment, where everything else faded into the background. The taste of his lips was intoxicating, and you felt a rush of warmth spread through you, igniting a fire that had been simmering beneath the surface for far too long.
You explored each other with a sense of urgency, hands roaming and bodies pressing together as if trying to merge into one. The world outside ceased to exist; it was just the two of you, lost in a whirlwind of desire and longing. The music from the club still echoed faintly in your ears, but it was drowned out by the sound of your heartbeats, racing in sync with the thrill of the moment.
Pulling away just enough to catch your breath, you looked into his eyes, searching for clarity amidst the haze of passion. "Hoseok⦠what are we doing?" you asked, your voice barely above a whisper, laced with a mix of excitement and uncertainty.
His reply came softly, yet it resonated deeply within you. "What couples do," he said, his gaze steady and sincere. In that moment, everything clicked into place. The laughter, the shared glances, the unspoken connection that had been building between youāit all made sense. You realized that this was more than just a fleeting moment of passion; it was the beginning of something beautiful, something that felt right.
Namjoon
You sprawled across Namjoon's couch in his studio, the soft fabric cradling you as you poured out your heart about life's troubles. The walls were adorned with soundproofing panels and scattered with instruments, a creative chaos that felt oddly comforting. Namjoon sat nearby, his fingers dancing over the keys of a keyboard, lost in the world of melodies and harmonies. He half-listened, nodding occasionally, but his focus was clearly on crafting something new, something that would resonate with the world.
You took a deep breath, feeling the weight of your thoughts pressing down on you. "I just donāt know anymore, Namjoon. It feels like everyone around me is moving forward, and Iām just⦠stuck," you confessed, your voice tinged with frustration. He glanced up, his brow furrowing slightly, but then his attention drifted back to the notes he was weaving together, a gentle hum escaping his lips as he tried to capture the essence of what he was feeling.
Suddenly, your phone buzzed, breaking the moment. You reached for it, curiosity piqued, and your heart sank a little as you saw the name of a friend lighting up the screen. It was an invitation to yet another party, the kind that promised laughter, dancing, and the usual crowd of familiar faces. You sighed dramatically, the sound echoing in the quiet studio, contemplating the idea of attending.
It wasnāt that you disliked their company; in fact, you cherished the moments spent with them. But lately, their sympathetic glances had begun to grate on your nerves, each one a reminder of your single status. It felt as if you were a puzzle piece that didnāt quite fit, a charity case rather than a friend. You could almost hear the unspoken words in their eyes: āOh, poor you, still single.ā The thought made your stomach twist uncomfortably.
Namjoon paused, finally looking up from his work, sensing the shift in your mood. "Whatās wrong?" he asked, his voice gentle yet curious. You hesitated, unsure if you wanted to share the turmoil brewing inside you. But there was something about his presence, the way he always seemed to understand without judgment, that made you want to open up.
"Just got invited to another party," you admitted, your voice laced with a hint of bitterness. "I donāt know if I want to go. Itās like every time Iām there, Iām reminded of how alone I am."
Namjoon set the keyboard aside, his full attention now on you. He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees, his expression serious yet understanding. āI get it,ā he said softly. āItās hard to watch everyone else chase their dreams while you feel like youāre standing still. But you have to remember that everyoneās journey is different. Just because it looks like theyāre moving forward doesnāt mean youāre not making progress in your own way.ā
"Come with me," you urged, sitting up with a hopeful glint in your eyes. He arched an eyebrow, intrigued. "Please, please, please be my date for the party- I always go alone and people have started whispering behind my back about how they feel bad for meā¦"
"Y/n," he sighed, massaging his temples, "is this yet another one of your plans?" The weariness in his voice hinted at his reluctance.
"Please! Just for tonight, just play along!" you pleaded, and though the thought of it didn't thrill him, he couldn't fathom denying you anything. And so, with a resigned smile, he found himself at the party, your hand intertwined with his, feeling the warmth of your presence beside him.
He glanced around, taking in the scene with a mix of curiosity and apprehension. The party was in full swing, and while he had initially been hesitant, the sight of you beaming with enthusiasm made his heart soften. Your eyes sparkled with mischief, and he couldnāt help but admire how effortlessly you drew people in.
āJust one dance,ā he conceded, his voice barely audible over the thumping bass. You beamed at him, your smile lighting up your face, and he felt a warmth spread through him that had nothing to do with the crowded room.
As you led him to the makeshift dance floor, he felt a flutter of nerves. He wasnāt the type to let loose in front of others, but the way you looked at him, full of hope and excitement, made him want to try. You swayed to the rhythm, your movements fluid and carefree, and he found himself mirroring you, albeit a bit stiffly at first.
āSee? This isnāt so bad!ā you laughed, twirling away from him before spinning back, your hair flying around you like a halo. He couldnāt help but chuckle at your infectious joy, and slowly, he began to relax.
He suddenly understood that it wasn't the lively party that captivated him, but rather the moments spent with you. As he enveloped you in his embrace, you felt warmth spread through you, your heart racing as you gazed up at him, eyes sparkling with surprise. "I just want to make it clear that you're not single anymore," he teased, a playful grin on his face, causing your cheeks to heat up. Despite the fact that it was your suggestion and he had his doubts, it was you who found yourself blushing in the midst of it all.
"Are you sure about that?" you managed to tease back, your voice barely above a whisper, but the playful challenge in your tone was unmistakable. You wanted to see how he would respond, to gauge the depth of his feelings, and to revel in the thrill of this new chapter unfolding before you.
He leaned in closer, his breath warm against your skin, and you could feel the tension building, a delicious anticipation hanging in the air. "Absolutely," he replied, his voice low and confident, sending shivers down your spine. "Iāve never been more sure of anything in my life."
Jimin
"Did you really need to mention that your boyfriend hits the gym weekly? I donāt quite match that image, you know!" Jimin grumbled, his brow furrowing in frustration. He had willingly taken on the role of your boyfriend, but the pressure of living up to an ideal was starting to weigh on him. The thought of your parents scrutinizing him, comparing him to their expectations, made him feel like he was under a spotlight.
You rolled your eyes, trying to suppress a smile at his dramatic tone. "Oh, I'm sorry I didn't have your exact description in mind when I was making up the guy so they'd stop asking invasive questions." you shot back, your voice laced with playful sarcasm. "Now, at least try to act like you like me until we both can leave,."
As you approached your parents' house, the familiar sight of the white picket fence and blooming flower beds brought a mix of nostalgia and anxiety. You could feel the tension in the air, thick enough to cut with a knife. Jimin walked beside you, his hands shoved deep into his pockets, his shoulders slightly hunched as if bracing for impact.
"Look, I know my parents can be a bit much," you continued, trying to lighten the mood. "But they mean well. They just want to know who Iām dating, so just be yourself." You shot him a teasing glance, trying to gauge his reaction.
He assured you with a confident smile, "Iāll win them over," just before stepping into your family home. A flutter of nerves danced in your stomach, but Jimin effortlessly transformed into the perfect boyfriend. He greeted your parents with warmth and grace, skillfully navigating their inquiries about him and your relationship, which he painted as a beautiful love story.
As the evening unfolded, you watched in awe as he charmed your family with his genuine laughter and easygoing demeanor. He listened intently to your fatherās stories, nodding and responding with thoughtful questions that made your dad beam with pride. Your mother, initially skeptical, found herself drawn in by Jiminās sincerity and the way he spoke about you with such admiration.
Throughout the evening, he showered you with attention, pulling out your chair with a flourish, holding your hand tenderly as if it were the most precious thing in the world, and gently tucking your hair behind your ear as you spoke, making you feel cherished and adored.
As dinner progressed, he engaged in light-hearted banter with your siblings, making them laugh with his playful jokes and infectious energy. You could see the walls of formality crumbling, replaced by a sense of warmth and camaraderie. Jiminās ability to connect with everyone in the room was nothing short of magical.
When dessert arrived, he leaned closer, whispering sweet nothings that made your heart race. You could feel the warmth radiating from him, a comforting presence that made the world outside fade away. As your parents exchanged glances, you could tell they were beginning to see what you saw in himāa kind soul with a heart full of love.
As the evening drew to a close, Jimin stood up to help clear the table, his willingness to pitch in further endearing him to your family. You caught your motherās approving nod and your fatherās satisfied smile, and a wave of relief washed over you. Maybe, just maybe, Jimin had been right all along.
As you walked him to the door, he turned to you, his eyes sparkling with mischief. āSee? I told you Iād win them over,ā he said. That night, he had captivated not only your parents but also your heart. As you strolled down the street, hand in hand, the warmth of his grip felt electric, even after leaving your parents' house. Jimin's playful smirk danced across his face, a hint of mischief in his eyes. "Looks like I've charmed you as well," he teased, causing a delightful blush to spread across your cheeks. "I guess I make a pretty great boyfriend, don't I?"
Taehyung
"I'm auditioning next month for the love interest in a new drama they're making, but I've never been in a relationship before⦠Can you tell me what it's like? or actually, show me, it'll be easier."
A week ago, you approached Taehyung with the idea of pretending to date, and since then, he has been unveiling the sweet intricacies of a relationship that you never anticipated. What started as a lighthearted proposal has blossomed into something far more enchanting. From the very first playful text he sent, filled with emojis and inside jokes, you felt a spark that ignited a sense of excitement within you.
As the days passed, those texts evolved into late-night calls that stretched into the early hours, where laughter echoed through the phone and secrets were shared like precious treasures. Each conversation revealed layers of his personality that you hadnāt fully appreciated beforeāhis wit, his kindness, and the way he effortlessly made you feel at ease.
You find yourselves exploring new places, trying out quirky activities, and creating memories that feel genuine, despite the pretense. The way he looks at you, with a mix of mischief and sincerity, makes your heart flutter. You canāt help but notice the little thingsāhow he remembers your favorite snacks, the way he playfully nudges you when you laugh too loudly, and the warmth of his presence that makes even the simplest moments feel special.
As the week unfolds, you begin to wonder if this charade is becoming something more than just a practice for auditions. The lines between pretend and reality blur, and you find yourself cherishing the time spent together, eagerly anticipating the next adventure. With each passing day, the sweet intricacies of this faux relationship weave themselves into the fabric of your life, leaving you both enchanted and slightly bewildered by the depth of connection that has formed.
It was you who first mentioned the idea of kissing, playfully suggesting that you needed some practice before the audition, yet deep down, your heart yearned for the taste of his lips. The words had slipped out in a lighthearted tone, but the truth was that the thought of kissing Taehyung had been dancing in your mind for far too long. After all this time, how could you resist? The chemistry between you was undeniable, a magnetic pull that seemed to draw you together with an intensity that left you breathless.
Taehyung didnāt hesitate; he leaned in and pressed his lips against yours. The moment felt electric, as if the world around you faded away, leaving just the two of you suspended in time. What began as a gentle peck quickly transformed into something deeper, a passionate exchange that ignited a fire between you. His lips were soft and warm, and as they moved against yours, you felt a rush of emotions flooding through youāexcitement, longing, and a sense of belonging that you had never experienced before.
With every lingering moment, the kiss deepened, and you could feel the heat radiating from his body, pulling you closer. Your hands found their way to his hair, fingers tangling in the soft strands as you leaned into him, craving more. Taehyung responded in kind, his hands resting on your waist, drawing you nearer as if he wanted to erase any distance that had ever existed between you.
The kiss was a dance, a rhythm that felt both familiar and exhilaratingly new. You could taste the sweetness of his breath, mingling with the warmth of his skin, and it sent shivers down your spine. It was as if every moment leading up to this had been a prelude, building anticipation until it finally erupted into this beautiful, chaotic symphony of emotions.
As you pulled away, breathless and wide-eyed, you searched his gaze for answers. The playful banter had transformed into something profound, and you could see the reflection of your own feelings mirrored in his eyes. There was a spark there, a shared understanding that this was just the beginning of something extraordinary. The audition, the practice, the teasingāit all faded into the background as you realized that what you had just shared was far more significant than any performance could ever be.
"You better not kiss them like that on set," Taehyung teased.
Jungkook
You and Jungkook were the perpetual targets of playful jabs, the youngest in your circle and the only ones who haven't been I a serious relationship. While Jungkook brushed off the teasing with a carefree smile, you felt the weight of it growing heavier. In a moment of inspiration, you proposed a daring plan. "What if we pretend to be a couple? They wonāt have anything to tease us about! We already hang out just the two of us all the time, so it wonāt even raise eyebrows!" Your heart raced as you tried to persuade him, hoping he would see the brilliance in your idea.
Jungkook raised an eyebrow, a hint of amusement dancing in his eyes. "You really think that will work?" he asked, a playful smirk tugging at the corners of his lips. You could see the gears turning in his mind, weighing the pros and cons of your audacious suggestion.
"Absolutely!" you insisted, your enthusiasm bubbling over. "Think about it! We could go on ādatesāālike grabbing coffee or going to the arcade. It would be fun! Plus, it would give us a chance to mess with our friends a little. Imagine their faces when they realize weāve been ādatingā this whole time!"
He chuckled, the sound warm and inviting. "What if one of us ends up catching feelings?" he teased, a playful smirk dancing on his lips, clearly suggesting that you might be the one to fall for him.
"Thatās not going to happen, you idiot," you shot back, nudging him playfully. "Letās just give it a shot!"
Jungkook leaned back, contemplating your proposal. You could see the wheels turning in his head, and you held your breath, hoping he would agree. After a moment, he finally nodded, a grin spreading across his face. "Alright, letās do it. But if weāre going to pull this off, we need to be convincing."
Your heart soared at his acceptance, and you felt a rush of excitement. "Yes! Weāll be the best fake couple ever!"
Now, whenever you and Jungkook were hanging out with your friends, the two of you were heavy on the affection for each other. He always found a way to touch you, whether it was a gentle hand resting on your back, or your fingers intertwined, when seated beside each other, his arm draped over your shoulder. The way he leaned in closer, sharing whispers and laughter, created a world that felt exclusive to just the two of you, even amidst the lively chatter of your friends. You could feel the warmth radiating from him, a magnetic pull that drew you closer. His laughter was infectious, and the way his eyes sparkled when he looked at you made your heart flutter. Without uttering a word, you both radiated a love that your friends could sense, making it clear that you were more than just friends.
As the days passed, a tender warmth began to fill the spaces between your moments apart from friends. It was a subtle shift, like the first hints of spring after a long winter, where every shared glance and fleeting touch seemed to carry a weight of unspoken understanding. Whenever you ventured out or shared an experience, Jungkook's hand found yours, a gentle reminder of the bond you were forming. His fingers intertwined with yours felt like a promise, a silent agreement that you were in this together, navigating the delicate dance of friendship and something more.
Those cozy movie and game nights, wrapped in each other's embrace, felt increasingly genuine, as if you were no longer pretending but truly becoming a couple. The laughter that echoed through the room was laced with a deeper intimacy, each joke and playful banter drawing you closer. You could feel the warmth radiating from his body, the way he would lean in just a little closer during the suspenseful scenes, or how his laughter would bubble up, brightening the dim light of the room. It was in those moments that you realized how much you cherished his presence, how every shared smile and lingering gaze was a thread weaving your lives together.
Yet, despite the undeniable connection, both of you hesitated to voice the feelings blossoming in your hearts. It was as if the words were trapped in a delicate web of uncertainty, each of you afraid to disrupt the fragile balance you had created. You would catch Jungkook's eye, and for a heartbeat, the world around you would fade away, leaving just the two of you suspended in a moment that felt both exhilarating and terrifying. The air was thick with unspoken words, and the silence between you was charged with possibility.
Jungkook lounged on the couch, engrossed in a video game, the bright colors of the screen reflecting in his eyes. His fingers danced over the controller with practiced ease, a testament to countless hours spent honing his skills. You lay beside him, your head resting comfortably in his lap, the warmth of his body radiating against you. The rhythmic sound of the game filled the room, but your attention was divided. You absentmindedly scrolled through your phone, flicking through social media feeds and messages, but the urge to engage with him became overwhelming.
"Damn it." With a frustrated sigh, you powered off your device, the screen fading to black as you set it aside. You turned your head to meet his gaze, only to find him smirking knowingly as if he could read your thoughts. His dark hair fell slightly over his forehead, and the playful glint in his eyes made your heart skip a beat.
"Just admit that you love me," he teased, his playful grin igniting a flutter in your chest that you couldn't ignore. The way he said it, so casually yet with an underlying sincerity, made your cheeks heat up. You could feel the weight of his gaze, a mix of challenge and affection, and it sent your mind racing.
You opened your mouth to respond, but the words caught in your throat. Instead, you felt a smile tugging at the corners of your lips, betraying your attempt to play it cool. Jungkook chuckled softly, clearly enjoying your flustered reaction.
"Come on," he urged, leaning down slightly, his face just inches from yours. "You know you want to say it."
You rolled your eyes, trying to maintain a facade of indifference, but the warmth of his presence was intoxicating. "Maybe I do," you replied, your voice barely above a whisper, the teasing tone in your words not quite masking the truth behind them.
He raised an eyebrow, clearly intrigued. "Maybe? That's not a very convincing answer."
You sighed dramatically, knowing you were losing this playful battle. "Fine! I love you, okay?" The words tumbled out, and you felt a rush of vulnerability as you said them.
Jungkook's smirk widened into a full-blown smile, and he leaned down to press a soft kiss to your forehead. "See? That wasn't so hard, was it?" You couldn't help but laugh, the sound light and airy, as you nestled deeper into his lap.
idk if someone already asked this but can i request what kind of link does bts have based on astrology?
Thanks for your request!!ššš
Bts Kinks
Namjoon
Likes being teased.
Heās probably a switch but is more often a soft dom - he likes being challenged but won't tolerate defiance
Has an undercover praise kink
He likes to relive or rewatch him and his partner having sex, so will probably be into making sex tapes. (Which he will keep locked in a hidden safe which will self destruct if anything ever happened to him - boy is PRIVATE)
Likes being called daddy and sir
Jin
Dom (100%)
Probably a sugar daddy -- he's not the type to expect anything in return, but if you're with him - he's going to take care of you
Really into foreplay - esp stripteases + oral
I can see him being interested in aspects of bdsm - but too intimidated to do a scene or do anything past bondage/ probably too nervous to inflict pain on his partner (although he has fantasies...)
Likes handcuffing and blindfolding his partner
Yoongi
Switch (depends on his mood or the weather that day)
Even so, he still tries to call the shots as a sub
Enjoys spanking - esp when his partner is in panties
Kinda random but he really likes toned legs. Like someone in a miniskirt with strong looking legs. He really likes thighs too - will probably touch his partners thighs a lot and get really turned on by it
Likes leggings/yoga pants
Lowkey has a mommy kink
Hoseok
Soft dom
Really likes when his partner wears lace or silk
Will probably try most things at least once and he's REALLY sweet, so he can get away with a lot too lol
Enjoys bondage such as handcuffing or tying up with rope - but nothing too extreme
Likes to be surprised and turned on if his partner unexpectedly wants to have sex - he seldom says no too
Jimin
Soft dom (undercover hard dom even though he tries to hide it - can you say 'control freak?!')
Also a sugar daddy
Likes when his partner wears lingerie he bought for them
Exhibition - gets turned on when people are checking him out. Will probably wear something scandalous just to be gawked at
Likes giving and receiving hickeys, bite marks, and scratches - (in an alternative universe where he's not an idol)
Willing to try a threesome or swinging
Taehyung
Dom
Likes curves and thinks chubby women are sexy - he is definitely an ass man
Voyeurism (consentually) - probably a role play scenario where he watches his partner undress
Lace, silk, nylon. Likes when his partner wears these materials but REALLY likes when he wears them.
Shower sex
Likes stimulation on his neck - can involve neck kisses, biting, and even being choked
Jungkook
Switch
Likes having sex in high risk public places (alternate universe again)
Edging his partner, really gets off on watching them unravel and hearing the sounds of their moans
Enjoys punishing his partner - but will have to really feel comfortable with his partner to explore that fantasy
šššĀ stumble into your bedroom with a tired sigh, body sagging inĀ exhaustionĀ from working all day.
"Hey baby," The sound of your lover's voice reaches your ears as you finally kick off those dammed heels, "tough day?"
You could only let out a dry laugh at his question.Ā "Yeah, you could say that. Was this close to finally beating Mal's ass though."
Already knowing who you were talking about, he chuckles. "That lady from HR? What she do now?"
Rolling your eyes, you walk towards the closet, giving him a quick peck on the lips before continuing on.Ā "The bitch gon have the audacity to make theĀ onlyĀ unit consisting of Asian and Black people do a racial diversity and inclusion seminar due to the complaints ofĀ microaggressionsĀ being made."
If it weren't for the frustration laced in your voice, the stiff and rough movements of you changing into comfier clothes made it apparent of your anger.
Knowing its best to just let you burn it out instead of trying to calm you down, he hypes you up. "YouĀ lyin! She did that?Ā MmmmĀ mmm mmm! Trifling as hell for that..."
You turn to face him with wide eyes, hand on your hips.Ā "Right?!Ā As if we weren't the ones who made the fucking complaints in the first place! Ended up having to do overtime to make up for the work we missed all day."
He only shakes his head in disappointment. "I'm not surprised."
"Yeah, would've been high-tailed my ass outta there if the pay wasn't too good to give up."Ā You grumble, sliding into bed to get ready for sleep.
Twisting and turning around to get comfortable, you stop at the heavy feeling of someone gazing at you.
"Why areĀ staring at me like that? I got something on my face?"
He breaks out of his trance and give you a sheepish smile. "I just realized you still had makeup on. You sure you wanna sleep in it?"
A moment of silence pass before you let out a groan.Ā "Damn! Forgot I had some on. Was so tired I skipped my whole night routine."
Throwing the off the blankets with a sigh, a pout appears at thought of being in the bathroom longer than you wanted.
"You know...I-I can help. Especially since you don't wear that much makeup."
You freeze at his proposal, eyes narrowed at the pros and cons.
"And you'll be done much faster~"
At those words, you immediately give in.Ā "Okay I guess"
"Yes!" He jumps up in excitement and scurries after you like a lost puppy. "So what I'm gonna do? Will I put on the face mask? Rub in your face serum? Ooo! Can you do me tooā"
"Wooooah!Ā Slow down! We taking one step at a time. So to start, you can help take off my eyelashes."
SEOKJIN
The excitement he had in the beginning quickly faded away into nervousness once he was actually doing it.
"Okay...so...do I justā"
"Yes Jin. For the last time, I promise it doesn't hurt when taking them off. Just use the cotton ball I gave you, put some coconut oil on it, and wipe it on my upper and lower lashes."
'Oil? What if she get some in her eyes? Is she sure about a cotton ball? Won't a q-tip work better?'Ā Despite being confused and having many questions, he carefully follows your instructions.
Ten minutes pass of him slowly dabbing at the glue that's on your real lashes to ensure everything will come off.
Even though you're touched at how careful he's being, your fatigue causes you to become impatient, lips pursed to prevent yourself from cursing him out.
Right as he's done with the first eye, you step back with a bright smile.Ā "Alright! I can take it from here babe."
Jin looks at you in confusion, though internally happy with no longer having to do the next one. "But I didn't get to the second oā"
"Don't worry about it! You did so well I realized how bad I usually do it myself. So Imma start practicing,"Ā spewing out the first bullshit that came to mind, you push him out the bathroom door.
Jin could only blink, raised hands still holding the cotton ball and removed eyelash. "O-okay. Let me know if you need help withā"
"Won't be necessary. See you in a little bit!"Ā Before he could get another word out, you shut the door in his face.
"Okay Tae, all you gotta do is put some oil on the cotton ball, rub it on the lashes, and viola~ them bad boys coming off."
Taehyung could only narrow his eyes at the instructions. "Why can't you just take them off? I saw you do it before."
You scratch the side of your with a sheepish grin.Ā "I did do that huh? Okay, let's just pull 'em ofā"
"Aight, bet." Just as he finish those words, he reaches up and rip them off.
Mouth gaped open in shock, your mind tries to process what just happened. It wasn't until Taehyung's poking broke you out of it.
"Motherfucker! You almost pulled out my real ones!"Ā You exclaim while rubbing your eyes.
He visibly deflates at the realization at what he'd done. "Sorry, I was too excited."
Seeing how genuine he was, you decide to forgive him.
"You know,"Ā as he continues to pout, you discreetly pick up the eyelash glue and another pair of lashes,Ā "I can put some on you if ya want~"
Perking up at the sight of the materials, Taehyung's excitement appears. "Really?! Can you get me some bigger ones while you're at it?"
"Alright, but you have to hold still if you want me to do them right."
He scrambles to the toilet seat and sit down with no hesitation. After minuets of constant scolding to get him to stop squirming, you're finished putting them on.
"All done!"Ā With a clap of your hands, you step back to take in the final result.
'Damn! He pretty as fuck!'Ā You almost couldn't believe how good he looked with them on, a twinge of jealously shooting through your mind at how natural it seemed.
"Soooooo...how do I look?"
Shaking your head to get rid of the jealous thoughts, you look at him with giddy smile of your own, pulling him up to the mirror.Ā "Why don't you come see for yourself?"
A low gasp of awe escapes the vocalist as he studies the long lashes on his face. "This. Is. So. COOL!"
Bouncing on his feet in excitement, he runs out of the bathroom with a big smile.
"Wai-where are you going?!"
"Oh nothing..." He pokes his head back into the bathroom with a mischievous grin. "Just finna go fuck with Yoongi and give him some butterfly kisses."
"SeeĀ that'sĀ why you keep getting your ass beat! You know he hates it when you mess with him."
"Nah, he ain't gonna do shit. Besides, I'm too cute to get hit" With an air kiss and a flutter of his lashes, he runs out of the room once more, "toodles~ be back in an hour."
"Yes Joon?"Ā Back facing him as you collect your cleaning materials, you're unable to see his fidgeting.
"Are you sure you want me to do this?"
You let out a small laugh and turn towards him with a smile.Ā "Of course! Now come here so you can help."
With small timid steps, he's finally in front of you.
"Now,"Ā you lift up the bottle of coconut oil and a cotton ball,Ā "all you need to do is put some of this oil on the ball and wipe it like this."
Carefully wiping some of the oil on your upper and lower lashes, you wait a moment and simply pull the lash extension off.Ā "AndĀ tada~ As easy as pie. I took the liberty of doing one for demonstration. You think you can do it?"
Seeing how simple the action was, Namjoon gives a dimpled smile. "Sure, of course."
"And to lessen the pressure, I'll have my eyes closed."Ā Following through with your words, you close them.Ā "Ready when you are..."
Namjoon's nerves gets the best of him once more and causes his mind to blank out for a moment before shaking his head.
'Alright Joon, its a simple task. Just dab the eye and take them off. What's so hard about that?'
Shakily picking up a clean cotton ball, he rubs it on your lashes.
'Rub the cotton ball on the eye? Check...Now to just take it off.'
Your brows slightly furrow when he rubs your eye with the soft material. The usual feeling of the oil weighing on your eyes was absent.Ā 'Damn...this feeling kinda dry'
"Hey Joon?"
He subconsciously lets out a hum as he continue to focus on taking your lashes off.Ā 'Just take it off like a bandaid.Ā Aaaaaand...'
"Did you remember to add oil to the cotton ball?"
'NOW!'
"FUCK!"
Namjoon rapidly blinks at the sound of your scream as he breaks out of his trance. "Huh?"
"Joon!"Ā Your pained cries fill the bathroom as you hold your eye in pain.Ā "What the hell did you do?!"
Looking down at his hand, he sees that he succeeded in taking off the lashes. Only to do a double take when seeing a smaller set with small white hair follicles attracted to the bottom. "Oh..."
You roll your eyes at Jungkook's constant pestering.Ā "Kook calm down! Just let me oil the lashes up first."
It was Jungkook's turn to roll his eyes. "You doing too much. If you just don't rip them off!"
"Rip them off?! Do it look like I wanna be bald in the eyes?"
He smacks his lips at your words. "I've seen people do it plenty of times. Just a lil pull and they off."
"Do I look like other people? If everybody else jumping off a bridge, you gonna do it too?"
"But ____!" Jungkook lets out a whine, stepping closer to you with a pout as he eyes the lashes.
Picking up on what he was going to do, you immediately back away with thrown up hands.Ā "Back the fuck up Kook! I know what you trying to do. You rip off my lashes and imma beat yo ass."
He steps back with a sigh. "Fine."
"That's what I thought."Ā You turn back around and grab the cotton ball and coconut oil, ready to start the process.
As you pour the oil on the ball, you fail to notice Jungkook sneaking up beside you.
"Hey ____?"
"What?"
After a moment of silence, you look at him with furrowed brows, mouth pull into a sneer of irritation.Ā "Dude I just said what! Stop playingĀ arouā"
"YEET!"
Quicker than you could react, Jungkook grabs both of your lashes and yank them off.
"WHAT THE FUCK KOOK!?"
He cackles at your angered expression, holding the fake lashes in his hands as if they were a trophy. "Told you they'll come off~"
You swiftly look in the mirror only to silently release a sigh of relief when seeing that your real lashes are still intact.
"You better be lucky I ain't missing nothing! Cause if I was, I'm cutting your shit off too...thatĀ andĀ your eyebrows. Gone end up looking like Voldemort in this bitch!"
"Yeah yeah," he brushes off your warning with a flip of the wrist, "let me know when you need some more help 'kay?"
"Tough titty, cause this the last time you ever gonna help me!"
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āJust one more time for me, baby. I know you can do it.. Please, Taehyung? For me?ā You say in this almost condescending, baby-like tone. Your hand was over his throat, your legs stretched over him, holding his hips in place beneath you. Taehyung was writhing in his bed, panting and moaning into his dark bedroom.
āYou sound so good when you moan, wonāt you do it for me?ā You play with him, his achingly hard length slipping in between your soaking wet folds. His hips proceeded to buck up against yours every time his length almost slipped inside you. But every time he got close, you pushed him back down and Taehyung would try to escape from beneath you. He knew he couldn't, you knew he couldn't. Not with you holding him down. You were in control. But he so desperately wanted to hold you down and fuck you until he finally had his fill of you.Ā
āPlease, let me cumā¦ā Taehyung moaned out, eyes falling shut in frustration, he couldn't stop himself from trying to writhe around and touch your body. You felt too good on top of him, he just needed to be inside you, just for a little while and then he could finish like you so clearly wanted him to. You got off on this just as much as he did.
āI canāt take anymoreā¦ā He trailed off, pulling on his hands restrained to the bedpost by a glowing golden lace.
āYou need to finish that badly, Taehyungie?ā You tilt your head as you gaze down at him. You loved the effect you had on him, specifically him. Well, only him in reality. You hadnāt been with anyone else. Although of course going to men and sleeping with them in the night to feed off their life force is technically your sole purpose as a succubus, you just werenāt experienced yet. Not like the others. Taehyung was your first, and only after these first few months. You had learned what you were made for growing up, but a lot of what you performed on him in his sleep came naturally. You couldnāt tell if it was because of who you were by nature or if it was because of who you were with him.
The thought sends shivers down your spine every time you think of it - succubi are meant to steal through sexual means, sustain themselves and be the greediest, lustiest creature you could think of⦠Not sentimental and caring. Considerate. Loving. In love. In love?
You shake the thoughts from your mind, taking Taehyung inside you without a second thought. His arms yank at his restraints, desperate to touch you now more than ever. He groans and bucks his hips into you hard, desperate to fill you up to the brim. You watch his muscles flex, his body full of sweat. You bite your lip at the sight, all of this over you? Youāre absolutely flattered. Not to mention, he fills you up so deliciously, nothing excites you quite like him inside you. Youāre loving this just as much as he is. You feel complete.
āI want to make you feel good.ā You murmur out, moving yourself up and down his length. Youāve tortured him since the first minute he fell asleep last night, and now it's nearly morning. You donāt want him to lose sleep over you, you want him well, but you canāt resist him when heās practically begging you to come to him in the night. He keeps the door open, slightly ajar, he falls asleep whispering your name and he makes sure to keep his room completely dark for you to creep into. He knows you will come to him in these ways, and so how could you ever resist?
Still, you find yourself worrying. Whyāre you worrying? Heās just your playthingā¦
Isnāt that all?
āBaby, pleaseā, Taehyung moans, his wrists becoming red as he strains, heās so desperate to be free, to put his hands on you. And at the sight of his pain, you instinctively released him from his binds.
Immediately his hands are all over you, your waist, your breasts, your hips, your legs. Heās on you all at once, and he canāt get enough. Youāve never let him have so much freedom before, always making him bend to your will, but at the sight of him in pain, you succumb and set him free.
Heās touching you softly where you need it and gripping you exactly where you desire it. Taehyung feels like heās made for you. You moan as he touches you, the thought of him being solely for you makes your face soften with content, and your core clench around him.
āIāve wanted this for so long, Iām not gonna last much longer,ā he strains. Taehyung is absolutely drenched in sweat, youāre squeezing him so perfectly and riding his length. Bouncing on top of him as he watches you in awe above him, he can do nothing but take it and hold you so close. Youāve never felt so wanted, so adored and so loved. Surely, he must love you. Surely. The thought of being so wrapped up in your lover's embrace, you stutter in your stride as you think about him: his love, his presence, his companionship. Itās sending you over the edge as you watch his face contort in pleasure.
āTae, Iām cumming,ā You manage to let out before the giant, white wave crashes over you. You squeeze around him deliciously, moaning his name and your mouth falls open. He comes undone at the glorious sight of you before him.
āShit, shit- Iām cumming too,ā. He holds you close, his arms locked around you and releases himself inside you. Taeyhung buries his face in between your breasts, gasping for air, his arms forbidding you from moving. You can feel him start to get soft inside you, and you find it strangely intimate. You find yourself letting your fingers delve through his hair, telling him heās done such a good job for you. That heās so handsome, he made you feel so goodā¦
You let them glide down to the back of his neck, his back, his shoulders and up to his face. He looks up at you, beyond blissed out and exhausted, yet you still find him absolutely irresistible.
āDonāt leave yet, sleep with me and stay-ā
āI love you.ā
A silence follows.
You nearly gasp at your realization.
A succubus canāt love!
Youāre made for lust and lust alone. This is how you survive, this is imbedded in your nature. This is how you were raised. You were taught that your first prey should be devoured, not played with! And most certainly not fallen in love with. Were succubi even capable of love?
What is wrong with you?
Taehyung isnāt phased in the slightest however, instead a small smile appearing on his lips.
āWell, I love you too,ā His hands travel to your chin to cup your face and kiss you but you canāt.
You canāt, or heās lost forever.
His soul, his life force, gone with one kiss from you. Despite it being the feeling you desire the most.
You push him backwards, stepping off him and off his bed. Heās left naked, grasping for you as you slip further away from him into the dark corners of his room.
āWait- donāt go, please!-ā
āI need to, Taehyungā You look up at him with tears, taking one last look before you disappear. For good. You know this is wrong, nothing pains you more than to leave him, but the last thing you wish to do is cause further pain, and youāre scared. So scared of what you are capable of feeling for him.
The wet drops fall down your face as you hope one day he will understand. He has to, right?
āNo-, Y/N, donāt leave me here, please! You always stay, we can fix this! I promise, baby.ā Taehyung pleads, coming towards you slowly with a hand outstretched so he can try to convince you. His eyes soften and fill with tears, searching yours for any kind of indication of weakness in your stance.
āIām so sorry, my love.ā You cry out,
And then you disappear into the nightās shadows.
Taehyung is left alone in the morning, tears streaking down his cheeks and aching for your presence once more.
In this absence of any noise, i felt a very great comfort. It was so quiet you could hear my heartbeat taking on the melody of the rainbeat with every drop that splattered down the car on this rainy night. I still could not believe it, how could he do such a tumult in the restaurant, because his delusional self thought that the waiter was flirting with me. Honestly I must admit that his protective side was always a trait that drew me to him but that strong emotion mixed with the uneasiness he had felt within himself for several weeks, like him and I were moving away from each other, like he could be replaced within a blink of eye, was a deadly poison.
āWho the fuck do you think you are?ā was the last thing he spit with an evil smirk in his face, his eyes burning with pure anger. Everything happened so fast, the next thing I saw was Taehyung's fist slamming merciless into the waiter's face with full force. The awful noise is still in my ears, making me flinch whenever I imagine the scene in front of me. To be honest itās not the first time that such thing happened, but he vowed me to control hisself, he promised me that even when he has his outburst I never had to fear him. His outburst tonight was different from the ones I witnessed before. I canāt get it of my mind, how empty and lifeless his eyes were when they met mine while i tried with all my might to calm him down, to prevent the situation from escalating. Actually he was aware I was scared to death, he knew that I get anxious whenever someone getās in a physical fight. Itās not like he didnāt know how upsetting this situation was for me, but he simply choose not to care about my feelings neither my wellbeing. In this moment he just wanted to prove a point, to me, to the waiter, to the restaurant, to the whole world.
Itās not a surprise that weāve had a tense situation for weeks, neither of us trying to state the obvious, that the spark between us is slowly but surely fading away. Words can not express how happy and exciting I was when he suggested the date in the first place. First of all he wasnāt really the romantic lovely dovley type to organize a candlelight dinner for the two of us. So in my irrational mind I thought that this would be the perfect opportunity for me to remind myself of all his good qualities which is why i fell in love with him, really hoping that the guy i fell in love with four years ago is still there waiting for me to put him out of the the dark. It feels like the Taehyung i fell in love with is gone since the day he put this personal success above all else. Iāve always admired his ambition, but often it feels like heās a bird flying higher and higher, without looking back what heās leaving behind and I have no choice but to watch him fly from my golden cage that i had unconsciously built for myself since the day i vowed to be there for him no matter what.
Maybe it was the way he knew exactly what to say to me with those sugar sweet little lies or maybe it was me who was willing to believe every lie he told me, like an idiot closing my eyes to the most obvious thing. The way he had the power to destroy every fibre of self confidence and self love i had in me. Making me doubt myself, making me feel like the lowest version of myself. He made me feel so high above the sky, giving me the feeling of protection, love and respect. Actually slowly but surely he made me forget the beauty of the rise, because the feeling of the freefall was an hundred times worse. One positive thing came out of this situation, the fact that he put me through this made me, made me realize that I wonāt let this happen ever again. Not now, not tomorrow, not in an hundred years. Believe it or not, I made up my mind, no force in the world, no-black magic, not even his sprakling brown eves that promised me whole universes and galaxies, could revent me from putting my wishes and wellbeing first. The raindrops hit the ground loudly and relentlessly on this stormy and rainy night, instead of the tears that i vowed not to let fall. Even the cloudy and dark weather was on my side, it felt like the whole word was sharing the feeling of sadness and loneliness with me with every raindrop that fell on the cold ground.
It felt like forever but weāve arrived at the apartment. Not a word left our lips since the moment we left the restaurant. In all honesty I wasnāt even ready to face him, to look him in the eyes after everything he put me through tonight. The second we entered the apartment, I made my way to the couch, I didn't even have the strength to take off my shoes nether my coat nor turn on the light. This darkness gave me a familiarity and comfort, itās sad to say thatās the way i spend the last couple of weeks waiting for Taehyung to return home. No to be more precise I waited every night in darkness with the hope that he will enlighten the apartment with the light that his old self carried within him. Itās time to wake up from my dream and face reality, the light within him dimmed down, there is not much left of his old self.
āIt not my fault, he shouldāve known what he got into the moment he started undressing you with his filthy eyes.ā he stated monotonous in a low voice while standing at the doorframe crossing his arms. āHe was not flirting nor undressing me with his eyes, he was simply being polite. If you would pay attention to something other than your self for once in your life, you would have notice that he was like that with all the costumers there.ā I countered as i leaned back at the couch with a firm but calm voice, feeling tired and drained out from this messy situation. āI couldnāt fucking care less how he acted with other women. What i donāt tolerate is the fact he could not take his eyes off whatās mine.ā he said angrily not understanding why you would try to defend him.
āAre you even listening to yourself? First of all iām not your possession and secondly just admit that you just wanted to make a point and show everyone that no one can mess with you and you enjoyed the feeling of megalomania, that youāve gotten used to over the last few months at my fucking expense, without wasting a fucking thought on how I felt the whole time.ā i voiced out my voice nearly breaking, feeling like every word i uttered turned to smoke slowly fading away, not even reaching him. āThatās not true and you fucking know it.ā he said feeling hurt, trying his best not to give weight to the words you just spit. To say that he was unaffected by your statement would be a lie. The only way Taehyung could prevent himself from shutting out completely and distancing himself, was by making you feel the crushing grief he is feeling deep inside his heart. āDonāt you think that if you would know your fucking boundaries from the beginning we wouldnāt be here in the first place. Do I have to remind you whenever we leave the door that you are in a relationship? Stop being āniceā to every fucking male you meet, thatās making you look so fucking pathetic.ā he screamed his voice getting louder and louder with every word coming out of his mouth, the pure sarcasm in his voice while saying the word nice didnāt go unnoticed by me. His eyes were filled with pure rage and pain. I shook my head closing my eyes not wanting to believe that he could say such hurtful things to me.
āWe are over.ā i simply said those 3 words that have been lingering in my mind for so long, while standing up from the couch, feeling like a weight was lifted off my soulders. āWhat do you mean?ā he asked feeling panic and anxiety starting to grow inside his thorax. āIām so done with the way youāve been treating me the last couple of months I deserve so much better than this.ā i stated while pointing at us. āI gave you everything I had inside of me and you gave me nothing but pain in return. You are not the Taehyung i fell in love with, you are not the person I vowed to love, to look after, to never leave and let go anymore. Actually you donāt respect me nether do you love me after all those words you said to me and I canāt continue this relationship for another moment.ā i confessed what I had in my mind for so long, finally making up my mind for good. He felt his heart shatter, making it impossible for him to utter a word while watching you leave the door. The best thing that ever happened to him left and he couldnāt do nothing but watch you leave.
ā§ļ½„ļ¾: *ā§ BTS AS CLICHE TROPES ā§ļ½„ļ¾: *ā§ļ½„ļ¾
because honestly who hasnāt thought about which member would be which trope (kept it short and sweet, also different auās for different members!)
Masterlist
ā”Jungkook is the āone sided pinningā trope ā”Collage Au
⢠Itās as easy as breathing to love you, from your warm smile and kind eyes, to the way you slightly pout whenever youāre concentrated on something. Jungkook canāt help but fall deeper and deeper entranced every-time he visits the cafe you work at.
⢠Maybe one day heāll finally muster up the courage to ask for your number. Maybe even take you out on a date, probably to a bookstore cafe. He noticed you always carry a few different books in with you at the starts of your shifts and youāre always gushing about different plot lines to your co-workers. Heād finally get the chance to shower you with all the love and affection he spends majority of his days daydreams about giving.
⢠But for now, the most you two will interact is when heās giving you his signature coffee order and you flash him that heart fluttering smile as you pass him his change. *Sigh*
ā” Taehyung is the āroommates ā trope ā”Non-Idol Au
ā¢When you put out an Ad for a ācalm & tidyā roommate for your newly inherited house, you expected a few calls, maybe even someone suggesting to meet up for coffee. What you didnāt expect was some man standing on your front porch at 7 in the morning holding a box of donuts and asking if he can view the place. It was in that exact moment you concluded Kim Taehyung was a peculiarļæ¼ man.
ā¢And here you are five months later, coming out of your bedroom towards the shared living room to find him painting while hanging upside down on the couch. He says it provides a better angle for his work, and after witnessing it at least a hundred times youāre beginning to believe him. But this time as you pass him with only a chuckle, you donāt notice the way his eyes linger on you a little longer then usual. And he doesnāt notice the way you blush slightly at his exposed midriff.
ā¢It seems like both of you donāt notice a lot of stuff these days. Like the way your cheeks flash bright red whenever he casually wraps and arm around your waist when youāre cooking dinner and offer him some. Or the way his heart flutters a little too much, whenever you rest your head on his shoulders because youāre stressed from a hard day. But you both seem to notice how youāre hearts long for something more, when youāre pressed beside each other during your weekly movie nights. For now both hearts will continue to long for each other in silence, or at least until one of you canāt take it anymore.
ā” Jimin is the ālove at first sightā trope ā”Idol!Au
⢠Jiminās got his after-concert routines down to a science. Usually rushing back to his shared hotel room, maybe filming a V-Live and promptly heading to bed maybe an hour later. It doesnāt matter what city heās in, what time the concert ends, or even how tired he truly is, rarely does his routine differ.
ā¢Except tonight. For some unknown reason tonight, Jimin finds himself sitting in some foreign cities 24-hour convenience store, at 2:30 am, slurping up a very bad western attempt at cup ramen and most importantly completely zoned out. No thoughts, just noodles. But of course, his peaceful lonely night immediately comes to a halt with when your angelic self walks through the creaky slide doors.
ā¢Suddenly his heart is thumping faster then any concert adrenaline has ever caused. His hands immediately become sweaty, focus solely fixated on your presence. So fixated, he doesnāt even register when you come sit next to him, holding a very similar cup of noodles and beginning to eat away. No thoughts in your head either, just yummy noodles, (and slight concern at the hyperventilating stranger seated next to you and starring heavily). As he prepares himself to make some attempt of conversation, all that floods through his mind is how, he may not 100% know you yet, but he 100% knows heās going to love you.
ā” Namjoon is the āonly one bedā trope ā”Office Au
⢠Of course his 6ā0 (minimum) self offers to take the small couch across the room; always insisting on being the āup most professionalā in all environments. But you quickly counter, after all youāre both grown adults, and itās not at all strange for co-workers to share one bed, especially when the hotel messes up both your accommodations during a work trip. Itās completely normal, so he agrees rather quickly.
⢠However as you found yourself getting ready to sleep, you canāt help but glance at your nerdy co-worker in a different light. Has he always been so āØchiseledāØ, itās probably just the lighting. But even as he starts talking in a more casual manor you find yourself questioning everything you thought you knew about this man. Was he always this funny, is he really that clumsy? Does this man ever stop reading? Within a few hours of being alone with him, youāre now finding him to be more and more intriguing.
ā¢As the two of you finally climb into bed, you can feel his presence behind your back. Though heās keeping his space, itās comforting to feel the radiating warmth of having someone next to you. Drifting off to sleep you realize this is the best rest youāve had in months. And as you both wake up wrapped in each otherās embrace, your head on his chest, legs entangled together, neither one of you can hide the deep blush that spreads across your faces.
ā”Hobi is the āfake marriageā trope ā”Rich Au
⢠The details were full proof. Youād be fake engaged for the year, both attending as many events as the other needed, youād be as affectionate in public as possible and of course no one could ever know. And so far, everything was going according to plan, your engagement was called off. Hobiās ex was practically begging to have him back, and you both had the freedom to do whatever you both wanted.
ā¢Yet, at what point did the lines between pretend and desire begin to get blurred. Slowly you found yourself wishing that your āimaginary affectionā was something more, something real. Feeling a little too happy when heād lean down to kiss you. Cameras flashing as his hands wrapped around your waist, using his other thumb to tilt your head slightly up, as youāre met with the most loving eyes in the world, only directed at you. But only seconds later would your heart be crushed as the minute the two of you were alone, it was back to being buddies. Your heart is conflicted to tell him how you truly feel, is the risk worth the reward?
ā” Yoongi is the āsecond chanceā trope ā”High school Sweethearts Au
⢠Itās the classic right person wrong time cliche, that leaves you both heartbroken filled with regret and loneliness. The two of you fell in love when you were to young to realize what love truly was, instead vision clouded by false realities and wishful thinking. And though years have passed, you both canāt help the lingering emotions that flood your mind.
ā¢Which is why it mustāve been fate, when you both somehow end up back in your hometown during New Years Eve, attending the same shitty house party and making awkward eye contact from across the room. Itās been years since youāve last seen each other , both a complete contract of who you once were, but his eyes still soften when they fall upon yours.
ā¢Maybe itās the alcohol or a sudden boost of confidence but as he finds his way across the room and wraps his hand around yours, you donāt fight it. Instead you let him drag you out of this noisy house, knowing that no matter what happens, and what the future might hold. At least for tonight, youāre ready to love him just as you used to.
ā” Jin is the āEnimes to Loversā Trope ā” Mafia Au
⢠Itās quite a simple concept, you both despise each other. You hate his presence and he wants nothing to do with you, perfect. Well maybe not, considering heās now been assigned as your personal body guard, and youāre now forced to spend majority of your days together. Maybe this is the chance youāve both been looking for to finally get rid of each other.
⢠You both do everything in your power to screw each other over. From you randomly disappearingļæ¼ so he looks irresponsible, to him convincing your father to create stricter rules for you to follow. The extremes that youāll both go to just to watch the other get mad was incredible (and incredibly annoying to everyone around you). Yet, in a weird way you both staked some weird claim over the other that meant only you were allowed to treat them this way. If someone else was rude to Jin in front of you, youād absolutely lose it , and vice versa.
⢠And slowly from the cruel pranks and sneering fights that often led you both panting from putting all your effort into screaming, you both began to feel something other then hate. Though you canāt quite place what it is, the two of you feel weirdly comfortable around each otherās presence. Maybe itās because youāve both allowed yourselves to show your strongest emotions, or maybe itās because thereās no one else who would put up with your crazy sides like each other. But either ways the fine line between hate and love is beginning to be crossed.
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