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People are just ignoring me. I have no friends and I get absolutely zero notifications every day. Nobody calls or text me. Does that make me sad?

Well, no.

Actually, I’m doing better than I ever was.

I’m enjoying the rest that I deserve and got after so long. I’m proud of myself for graduating on CNA. and lately I’ve been reading stories about the two women that I love more than anything else (AND KISSED...like a lot) and they’re making me happy. daily happy. and i’m not happy. but i’m also not sad. i’m stable. and being present. in addition, I have been watching some nathaniel drew videos, searching for mental clarity and being really reflective. by the way, there’s something he taught me that kinda fits on this situation.

he said: “the journey of finding your true self can be lonely sometimes.”

and that’s completely true. i’m trying to learn how to live with myself and love myself before anyone else can. it takes some time, it takes a lot of effort and it can be lonely, but that’s okay, as long as you don’t give it up. as long as you fight for yourself. things will get so much easier later. and that’s what I want right now.

to know myself.

and i’m cool with being kinda lonely right now, and you know why?

Here's What I Found When I Removed My Cheap Ferrari's Burnt Engine

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Severus Snape and the Marauders is a fan-produced film that serves as a prequel to the Harry Potter series of books and movies, portraying an hostile (never mentioned in the books or movies) encounter between newly graduated Severus Snape, James Potter, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin and Peter Pettigrew in 1978; Snape’s path to redemption, and his first meeting with Lord Voldemort.

As explained by F. Coppa in her 2009 talk, “Things We Don’t Have in the Future and How Fan Arts Can Help, Industry investment is in Scarcity (that’s how Negative Capability hooks the fans, after all), but Fans, and specifically, Fangirls, invest in Plenitud: they do search for multiplicity, and long for alternative, competitive timelines not to disregard the Original Text, but to feed it and explore it by all its angles.

Severus Snape and the Marauders represents both an affirmational and transformative practice at the same time, borrowing canon facts from the books, such as the Marauders’ (and specifically James and Sirius’) rivalry towards Snape, Snape’s and James’ love for Lily, Snape’s loneliness, and Voldemort’s interest in young malleable wizard promises; while it takes the liberty of situating an unspecified magical confrontation between the 5 men, and an emotional one between Snape, Lily and James, going so far as to have the latter ones making a first step to amends, more than 3 years earlier than the implied in the books (HP and the Deathly hallows), not to mention giving -fanfavorite- Snape a grandiose victory over FOUR -very- talented wizards.

While expanding the universe is not always a practice welcomed by the property owners, S.S.a.t.M., along other fanfilms, is unlikely to be shut down (as long as it doesn’t make any profit), due to the publicity and fans’ craving appeasing it’s giving Harry Potter owners for free, while J.K. Rowling, Scholastic, and Warner Brothers keep the authorship and credit.

Kohen, Melanie E. S. “Fannish Affect, ‘Quality’ Fandom, and Transmedia Storytelling campaigns”. The Routledge Companion to Media Fandom, edited by Melissa A. Click and Suzanne Scott, Routledge, 2018, pp. 337-46.

Coppa, F. (2009). “Things We Don’t Have in the Future and How Fan Arts Can Help.” Talk at the University of the Arts,  Philadelphia. www.criticalcommons.org/Members/fcoppa/clips/things-we-dont-have-in-the-future-and-how-fan-arts/view Accessed June 3, 2016.

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Severus Snape and the Marauders is a fan-produced film that serves as a prequel to the Harry Potter series of books and movies, portraying an hostile (never mentioned in the books or movies) encounter between newly graduated Severus Snape, James Potter, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin and Peter Pettigrew in 1978; Snape’s path to redemption, and his first meeting with Lord Voldemort.

As explained by F. Coppa in her 2009 talk, “Things We Don’t Have in the Future and How Fan Arts Can Help, Industry investment is in Scarcity (that’s how Negative Capability hooks the fans, after all), but Fans, and specifically, Fangirls, invest in Plenitud: they do search for multiplicity, and long for alternative, competitive timelines not to disregard the Original Text, but to feed it and explore it by all its angles.

Severus Snape and the Marauders represents both an affirmational and transformative practice at the same time, borrowing canon facts from the books, such as the Marauders’ (and specifically James and Sirius’) rivalry towards Snape, Snape’s and James’ love for Lily, Snape’s loneliness, and Voldemort’s interest in young malleable wizard promises; while it takes the liberty of situating an unspecified magical confrontation between the 5 men, and an emotional one between Snape, Lily and James, going so far as to have the latter ones making a first step to amends, more than 3 years earlier than the implied in the books (HP and the Deathly hallows), not to mention giving -fanfavorite- Snape a grandiose victory over FOUR -very- talented wizards.

While expanding the universe is not always a practice welcomed by the property owners, S.S.a.t.M., along other fanfilms, is unlikely to be shut down (as long as it doesn’t make any profit), due to the publicity and fans’ craving appeasing it’s giving Harry Potter owners for free, while J.K. Rowling, Scholastic, and Warner Brothers keep the authorship and credit.

Kohen, Melanie E. S. “Fannish Affect, ‘Quality’ Fandom, and Transmedia Storytelling campaigns”. The Routledge Companion to Media Fandom, edited by Melissa A. Click and Suzanne Scott, Routledge, 2018, pp. 337-46.

Coppa, F. (2009). “Things We Don’t Have in the Future and How Fan Arts Can Help.” Talk at the University of the Arts,  Philadelphia. www.criticalcommons.org/Members/fcoppa/clips/things-we-dont-have-in-the-future-and-how-fan-arts/view Accessed June 3, 2016.

Laugh, even when you feel too sick or too worn out or tired. Smile, even when you are trying not to cry and the tears are blurring your vision. Sing, even when people stare at you and tell you your voice is crappy. Trust, even when your heart begs you not to. Twirl, even when your mind makes no sense of what you see. Kiss, even when others are watching. Sleep, even when you are afraid of what the dreams might bring. Run, even when it feels like you can’t run anymore. And, always, remember, even when the memories pinch your heart. Because the pain of all your experience is what makes you the person you are now. And without you experience - you are an empty page, a blank notebook, a missing lyric. What makes you brave is your willingness to live through your terrible life and hold your head up high the next day. So don’t live life in fear. Because you are stronger now, after all the crap has happened, than you ever were back before it started.

With love,

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