Running out of things to clean and organize.... I can't believe I'm days away from having my daughter DAYS I feel ready and not at all ready at the same time. I'm so nervous. I'm excited but really really nervous. Its crazy I still can't picture what it will be like. I wish I had ever been around a baby, I feel like that would have helped. I have literally no idea what to expect, my imagination pieces together whatever I've read and seen on tv trying to mentally prepare myself but it's impossible. This entire pregnancy people expect me to react a certain way when I see babies in person and I can't, I've never looked at babies like awee, and today my grandma wanted me to stop and interact with one that we saw in the nail salon and I just wasn't amused. I love seeing all your babes on here and I do go aweee, but idk I guess since I've never really been around a baby I don't know how to act around a baby, that is for real how socially awkward I am. So I'm hoping it's not like that with my own baby.
