#365things

The Squirrel Power Animal

Squirrel’s Gifts Include ability to solve puzzles, resourcefulness, quick change of direction, storing for the future/planning ahead, balance in giving and receiving, power of rest during times of non-movement, warning, discovery, change avoiding danger by climbing to a higher place, action.

The idea that there are obstacles which cant be overcome is not part of Squirrel’s outlook on life,…

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The last few days, I have been increasingly hungry. Tuesday, I was told not to eat after midnight. So I have been unable to get full since or at least stay full. For the most part I have been back on paleo, which very well could be causing these hunger pains but I did have 1/4 muffuletta yesterday…. bread always makes me feel full! It did not.

So this is not really about hunger…

Running in the Rain

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The feeling of change is in the air, bittersweet with a wind that blows through my hair. The smell is savory and takes me back, to that summertime feeling, that somehow I have lacked. The day gets dark and sadness creeps in, another storm has come from without and within. Walking down Main, Christmas shines so bright. The bridge to Arkansas changes from blue and white lights. The mist…

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This is the end Beautiful friend This is the end My only friend, the end

It hurts to set you free But you’ll never follow me The end of laughter and soft lies The end of nights we tried to die

This is the end

This one has been in my head all day… only tonight did I actually take the time to read the lyrics… wow, I never put all that together, and I am surely uncertain of what Jim…

It is Hard to Say

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I love you, see how easy that is to type out… took zero effort on my part. I did not suffer any kind of weird stab in the heart or knees not trembling but to express my feelings to a one certain person it is like I am totally blind sighted. He is the most amazing person and I am thinking that I keep pushing him away but he has so much to deal with and I think… why add my crazy to his…

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I have been rather, misplaced, for the last few years. It has been a struggle and every now and then when things get harder than usual, I start longing for home. Every time this happens, I initially think of the houses, I have lived in but gain no comfort in these memories. I miss them, yes, but were they really considered home or just a mere building, brick and mortar? I think of the…