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Going out with him was just amazing today. We went double dating and took pics with studio pics with Kelly, Healey and Mark. And it was really nice of her parents to do that. They are amazing. But just having you there hugging me and holding my hands was amazing. I felt like I was special and everything just felt right. Laying in your arms during the movies was the greatest feeling ever also. I felt safe and secure. I wanted to fall asleep so badly too because iono. Like I said everything just felt right. With you, there's no words that describe how I feel. you make me speechless. 

Thank you babe for the most amazing day of my life. 

For a Friday the 13th, I actually had an amazing day today. I woke up at 730 to get ready to go to school so I could talk my practice calc test. I thought I did really bad and I ended up getting a 4. Now I just need a bit more studying and I will get the 5 I want. Then I dropped off my awesome friend Alma at home because well I'm nice and don't want to make her walk home lol. 

After I went to Toys R Us to meet up with Josh. We walked around the store like 10x and it was actually a great walk because it was just us talking and finding a whole bunch of toys to mess around with. I really liked doing that because it brought out my inner kid, which I've actually never done before with any of my boyfriends, but with him it felt natural. Like I could be myself without worrying so much. After we walked around long enough that it got awkward, we went to Palma Ceia park just to sit and chill and talk. It was the most amazing feeling ever. We were just sitting on the swings talking to each other and expressing our emotions to each other and well, I don't do that. I usually hide all my emotions inside, but like I said before, it felt natural to tell him things. It felt natural to be around him to hold his hands, to kiss him, it wasn't awkward at all. We were there for a good hour and then I drove to the park near babe's house because he had to go home. But it was weird because I didn't want him to leave. Usually I don't care about other people leaving but with him, I wanted him to stay there holding my hands and keep me warm and safe. When he finally left, I drove home and while driving home I just had a huge smile on my face the whole time. Today is the best day ever.