#31yearold

Details are beginning to emerge about the suspect who opened fire outside the ballroom where President Trump and other top officials were attending the White House Correspondents’ Dinner Saturday night. The president and first lady Melania Trump were safely evacuated, and none of the attendees were seriously injured, authorities said. A Secret Service agent was struck by at least one round fired…

#Crime #Japan #Murder In a recent development in Saitama City, Saitama Prefecture, the police have made a significant breakthrough in a murder case dating back to January 2018. A 31-year-old unemployed man was rearrested on Monday on suspicion of killing a woman after a skull was discovered at the crime scene. The investigation has been ongoing for over three years, and this new development sheds…

I don’t feel 31, I feel 16 still. I don’t know how I got here with all these things that I own and I just have them? It’s weird to look around knowing I’ve accumulated all of it but not remembering how. Or when.

I couldn’t tell you the day I got older or when my wrinkles sunk deep enough for me to notice. I don’t know when I went from immature teenager to scowly faced adult but I did and I have to consciously undo my face all the time. I long to be immature again. I want to be soft and kind and blind to the world. But I’ve seen it and lived it and unfortunately there is no going back.

I am 31, whether I recognize it or not. Time has not been warped but rather ticked as it should. And there is nothing left for me to do but be thankful for all this stuff that is mine and for my wrinkles and bitterness. It was in the gathering of those things that I’ve loved and lived and cried myself to sleep.