#30dac

I have Saturn in Aquarius in the 9th house.  It is trine Venus and my ascendant (loosely).  Three things that hold me back from pursuing my dreams are fears that I’m not good enough, or inferior, fear of being in the spotlight/ the center of attention, and honestly, probably falling in love and devoting myself to my SO and our family (but that’s why I’m single. It needs to be the perfect person).

Day One: Tell us the first thing you remember learning about Astrology. Day Two: Tell us what your favorite and least favorite signs are - and why. Day Three: Tell us the sun signs of your entire immediate family (so siblings and parents - and don’t forget yourself!) Day Four: Tell us your favorite personality traits of your sun & moon signs. Day Five: Tell us some struggles you have had to face because of your chart. Let’s say two struggles. Day Six: How much study time have you really put into Astrology? And how comfortable would you be teaching a beginner’s class on the subject? Day Seven: Do you believe in cusps? Why or why not? Day Eight: Who are your top 3 favorite astroblogs? Day Nine: What are your crush’s sun and moon signs? If you don’t have a crush, then tell us your ascentdant sign and three things you like about having said ascendant sign. Day Ten: Tell us your Mercury sign and three facts about either how you communicate with others or how you learn. Day Eleven: Tell us your Venus sign and three facts about how you express love or how you like others to express love toward you. Day Twelve: Tell us your Mars sign and how you act when enraged. Do you black out? Do you punch things? Day Thirteen: Tell us your Jupiter sign and three morals that you hold to a high standard. Day Fourteen: Tell us your Saturn sign and three things that you think hold you back from your dreams. Day Fifteen: Tell us your Uranus sign and two things that you feel very knowledgeable about. Day Sixteen: Tell us your Neptune sign and if you’ve ever had a really spiritually awakening moment, tell us about it! Day Seventeen: Tell us your Pluto and a moment when you had big change in your life, be it a big move or maybe your younger sibling being born. Day Eighteen: Tell us your Chiron and one hardship you went through that you feel made you a better person. Day Nineteen: How long have you known about Astrology? Who first told you about it? Did you immediately believe in it or did you have to be convinced or do you still not believe in it? Day Twenty: What is the hardest lesson to learn that you think Astrology has to teach us? Day Twenty-One: Tell us your favorite memory with each sign. Day Twenty-Two: Can you think of one person for each sign? Tell us how they relate to you (are they a friend, your aunt, your cousin?) Day Twenty-Three: Tell us the first word you think of when you think of each individual sign. Day Twenty-Four: Tell us the first name you think of when you think of each individual sign. Day Twenty-Five: Tell us one over-communicated stereotype about your sun sign. Day Twenty-Six: Tell us the sign and a couple of traits of the person that most impacted your life. Day Twenty-Seven: Describe your hero using Astrology. (3 things) Day Twenty-Eight: What are the sun & moon signs of your best friends? Three friends tops. Day Twenty-Nine: What sun/moon combo do you consider to be most platonically compatible with your sun/moon combo? Why are they the most compatible? Day Thirty: Tell us three random facts about you using Astrology.

Pisces-BFFEEEEE... (Best Friends For Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever...)

The second placement that gives me trouble is my Aquarius moon which is conjunct my Midheaven from the 9th. It also is loosely square my triple conjunction in Scorpio and loosely opposite Chiron in Leo.  Again, while there are some things I love about this placement, it has lead to a difficult relationship with my mother, and my private and emotional life has a tendency to be put on display (unwillingly) for everyone to see.

My Jupiter sign is in Virgo in the 4th house.  It forms a T-Square between my gemini ascendant and sag mercury.  It is also trine Uranus (tightly) and Neptune. Three morals or values I hold in high standard are 1) Nothing great is ever easy. If you want to achieve something great, it takes hard work, attention to detail, perseverance, and then a little luck . 2) treat people who provide service to you with respect. 3) things not working out the way you want can be what’s best for you.

Pisces- Me and my BFF are texting, making plans for when I’m visiting.  We are constantly misunderstanding each other, and she’s like “what are you saying?” and “I’m like, I don’t know, never mind”, then she would immediately say what I was thinking.  I told her I loved her my Pisces BFF, she didn’t get that either. 

I have Mercury in Sagittarius in the 7th house (directly opposite my Gemini Ascendant) and 1) I’ve always been a very abstract and intuitive learner. I always had to understand the larger picture before being able to begin working on and understanding the smaller details; I'm not great at mapping my thought processes or explaining how I got to my conclusions. 2) I like to communicate my ideas and thoughts to others to get their ideas, but this doesn’t mean it’s a fully formed idea or that I’ll take the advice.  I like to compile information on my ideas from many different sources, wherever/whenever I can, so if  I’m telling someone my idea and asking them about it, I’m asking to get a greater perspective on it, to see where it is weak and how it can be adjusted 3) I can be quite honest, blunt, and possibly harsh (at maybe not the best times), but I can also be dreamy, friendly, and optimistic.

I am a Scorpio Sun, and I think the most over-communicated/incorrect stereotype of my Sun sign is that we are overly intense, toxic, attention seekers; very extroverted and explicit with their feelings.  While I can’t deny that we aren’t creepy, weird, taboo, and intense, and I’m sure some of you have your stories; Scorpio is a feminine, or yin, sign meaning it is introverted and more reserved, controlled.  While I can be quite hot headed, with my Sun conjunct Mars and Pluto in Scorpio, I keep it all internally and can be quite controlled with what I let out.  And what I do let out can be (purposely) misleading and ambiguous.  Just saying, once you think you’ve pinned us, you discover something new!