#3.......

how bitter the megaforce cast is about megaforce is honestly my favorite thing

My ex-best friend (now friend I hardly ever see, but with lots of mutual social media support/likes/silly comments) is moving from being a three hour drive away from me to bring over a three hour plane ride away from me. And it's not like I've ever driven the three hours to see him in person (I just see him when he's home visiting his parents), but it still feels like we're going to be drastically further apart. And it's making me sad. Because our friendship is messy and tinged with awkward and even though we still have the compatibility of best friends, we're never going to be that close of friends ever again and we both know that. But in fits and starts we've gone from not speaking to pretending we could be best friends again to admitting we can't to being friendly again to being friends again whenever we're in contact. And I'm going to miss him when the frequency of that inevitably goes down with him moving further away. So. I'm sad. And very thankful for texting and social media. Ugh we're complicated. Movies and tv shows and books mostly make it seem like only romantic relationships can be this complicated. And we're not. Ughhhh. Hummelberry is not really us. But thank god for complicated friendships in my media. Now. More please.