Second Choice
I guess becoming 2nd priority or second choice sucks. First he tells you that you're the only one, that you're his number one girl, but he still picks his friends over spending time with you. He puts his other female friends before you and he would move mountains to spend time with them. I guess that's when you know that your not as important as thought. That's when you know that 2nd best and 2nd choice is what your ever going to be. I felt like we were closer when we were best friends. When we were bestfriends I didn't need to worry, I just constantly reminded myself that his not mine. And now that he is, I feel like we're further apart.
But I'm still here, waiting for when they leave, and when his all alone. He'll come back and I'm not sure if I'll be sticking around long enough to welcome him back.
