#2mir20

I woke up two hours later than usual, I didn’t even hear the alarm going off 😪 I suppose my body was more exhausted than I tought, but anyway, I’m home alone today and have no distractions whatsoever, so we still gotta grind!! ☝🏻👩🏻‍💻🧠

So guys, the date for my MIR exam has been released... 😱 we’re going live on the 25th of January 2020!!!! Omg, I can’t actually believe there’s a proper exam day set now 😭😭😭 We’re exactly FOUR months away from the D-day, and I’m starting to feel the pressure building... I’m losing my apetite more and more each day (don’t worry, I’m eating well, my mom makes sure of that, it’s just that I don’t feel like eating anything) and I feel taut like a bowstring, but we have four months ahead to do so much work and achieve our goals 💪🏻 (I finally have a specialty in mind, but don’t ask me about it because I don’t want to jinx it!!)

Having a late breakfast after a medical appointment 👩🏻‍⚕️ I woke up at 6 and couldn’t eat anything until 10, so I was super hungry! Studying is going well, with its ups and downs but well alltogether. I have my next MIR mock tomorrow, so we’ll see how I do! 👩🏻‍💻 I have been feeling sluggish and tired this week tho, and I think we have to thank my period for that ✌🏻 I am however pushing through and studying my mandatory 12 daily hours and going to my workout sessions 🏋️‍♀️ so fuck you, period, I’m still rocking my viking attitude 💪🏻

Did I stick to my non-coffee rule? Absolutely not. At least I put it down to one a day, and I’m feeling better as weeks go by. I’m starting to feel the pressure, tho 😥 Also, it’s September, fuck you summer, where is my fall weather???? 🍁🍂

Honestly? Have not had the greatest week 😪 I’ve been rocking a cold and feeling super sleepy all day during this past week, so studying has been a hard feat to say the least wirh all the headaches and sneezing 🧠 I wasn’t in a good place mentally speaking either, but I’m starting to feel better, so let’s hope for a better Monday 🤞🏻

I’m so fucking thankful for caffeine ☕️ 🌟 It’s helping me stay awake for my 11 hours daily study sessions and my super intense daily workout sessions too🏋️‍♀️ I honestly feel like a soldier in training, but this period of hard work (which is going to last until February 2020) is teaching me so much about myself, and I have a clear goal in mind, so it’s not being too hard to stay positive through it all (even though some personal problems have arisen, but we’re taking each day as it comes) 👩🏻‍💻 My planner is also a lifesaver, helping with bringing a bit of colour and creativity between so much science and such a busy schedule 🧬🧪🧠 How is your summer going, guys?? 🌞 I honestly can’t wait for cold and rain and cloudy grey skies and wearing my hoodies and no bugs and drinking hot coffee ⛈🍂🍵

For some reason I have been waking up at 5 every morning this week, without an alarm, which is annoying when my alarm is set at 6 and I want to sleep 😒 Anyways, I get to see the sun rising every morning while I enjoy my breakfast (which is incredibly calming for my Romantic soul) and balancing workouts and MIR studying has been going better than expected, let’s see how weeks keep going! 🏋️‍♀️ 📖 💻 🧠

There is not a single grain of caffeine in this household, I woke up at 6 am, and I have an ontense study day in front of me, so I’ll have to kick ass extra strong in training today to not be a sleepy mess come this afternoon 🏋️‍♀️🤸🏻‍♀️