#287lbs

@madmanwolfen

@esnopen

287lbs

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Pretty sure I say this every time I post because I do it so rarely, but it’s been a long time since last post. 

Today is Thanksgiving. Technically, it will be, in about 3 minutes. I hate cooking turkeys. They are so big and awkward and heavy and sticking my hand in something that cold fucking HURTS! But I couldn’t talk the family out of having a bird, so I’m cooking one. Along with all the rest of the crap that goes with it. Thankfully, I hate pumpkin pie, so it won’t be as bad as it could be. I still got stuck baking them, but at least I don’t have to eat any.

I’ve lost a bit of weight finally. Took a while, but I did it. I’m now 287 (the scale actually said 285.8lbs the other day but I was a bit dehydrated so I’m not counting that), down from my highest of 327, so that means I’ve officially lost 40 pounds!

I can finally fit into the smaller jeans I’ve had stuffed in the back of my closet for the past few years. Problem is, they were old and worn when I put them there, and one of the three pairs fell apart after about a month or so of wearing them regularly. So now I have a pair that are tight (I think they are actually a size smaller than they say - they are all the same brand/style/size, but the blue ones are super snug) and a pair of light blue ones that I put a bunch of studs down the sides. I love them, but they don’t go with everything. I can’t wait for tax refund time so I can go get some new clothes! Maybe if I don’t overdo Christmas, I’ll be down another size (or 2!) by then.