#27.12.2020

BJ turns his hand and catches Hawkeye’s wrist, presses until he can feel the catch of the scaphoid. He wants to shake him, or hit him, or hurt him in some way that equals the howling loss let loose inside him. Because he knows Hawkeye Pierce and Hawkeye Pierce will lie through his teeth for him in this moment to try and make things better. And he doesn’t want any more lies.

“You fucking idiot,” BJ says. “If you won’t listen to me—”

And he pulls Hawkeye across the table and kisses him.

drawing for the fic we're all an indigo hue by monsterbate on AO3

For anyone out there, some of us over on Twitter are doing something for Zayn’s upcoming 28th birthday. 15 days of Icarus Falls (and Better) if any of the tumblr Zquad wants to lend a hand. The above is an itinerary of what songs to stream on the designated days, but as always, feel free to stream as much of Zayn’s music as you want. Never too much Zaynie!!!!