basically i have been masturbating since i was 5-6 years old; started off with humping my stuffed toys, used to do it a few times a week, up until last year when i got an electric body massager and realised how easy it was to finish with that. in 2022 i decided to keep track of how many times i did it and it ended up being more than 235 times.. 27 was the most i did it in one month.

it was to a point where it wasn't even pleasurable anymore, i started off with the lowest setting last year on the body massager, and i remember it being too much for me at the time, and last week i couldn't finish with the strongest setting, that's when i realised this was turning into an *actual* problem.

so i decided to quit. cold turkey. the most i had gone without masturbating/wanting to masturbate was 10 days in october, but i made up for it by doing it multiple times a day after that, and before that the most i would go((without anything physically hindering me from doing it; eg. injuries, vacations etc.)) was around 3 days, but again, whenever i had to stop for a few days, i would make up for it by doing it multiple times a day the following days

i stopped feeling horny, and i have trouble getting wet, and i really think that quitting masturbation/porn for a while will help with that

Valla öncelikle destan yazdığımı düşünmedim hea eğer uzun olduğunu düşünüyorsan kısa kesip de atabilirim. Nasıl memnun olursan? 

Daha sonra ben hayatımda pek bir şey anlatmam zaten zaten beni bilen bilir hayatımdan çok az şeyler paylaşırım. 

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