#21week

So today is a really "up and down" kind of day. It's friday, so I'm pretty happy I don't have to go to work for the next couple of days but also today's been pretty intense. 

My last doctors appointment was on wednesday, I saw Peanut on the ultra sonogrpah again and everything is well so fine, but I also went to my Thyroid doc later on. I'm having problems with my Thyroid since I'm 14, and last year it actually turned out that I have the Hashimoto Syndrome, which is basically a post-nuclear Thyroid disease. So I'm taking meds for over a year now, and now being pregnant they change a lot. So... on wednesday my doc told me to change them again and she actually reduced my dose.

I kinda think that's the reason why I've been so moody all day. The reduced dose seems to affect me. I'm irritated, moody and then a second later all is fine. That might as well be typical for the pregnancy, so I'm not quite sure. 

Anyways.. I think since I'm pregnant I get annoyed really quickly, everyone tells you not to get nervous or stress out because it's not good for the baby, but your hormones just do as they want, so in my case I'm a walking murder-weapon. 

I do hope those of you who're pregnant at the moment can cope with this a bit better than I do. Maybe I should start drinking some herbal tea that will keep me calm? o.O 

Or maybe it's just the meds and my thyroid needs to balance by itself.. who knows.

Another joyful experience while waiting for Peanut :P