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So I was suppose have another ultrasound. He kept moving his hands too much to get a full ten digit count. They wanted to double check his spine and she kept getting a blurry picture of the heart valves.. then something about a bright spot in his stomach. Saying a genetic team and counseling people would be there, to make sure we went over everything in our family history.. I've waited just about two weeks for this "second" ultrasound, in making sure everything's ok. Gotten calls double checking me on the date and time, three separate times.. Now this morning, 30mins before I go in, I get a call. Saying there was a mistake in scheduling. And I was put up for just a regular ultrasound. And that the genetic group isn't in today. So I have to wait till Friday. Plus now waiting for a call back confirming a time? Because all she knew was an available day? Maybe I'm looking to far into it. Just so frustrated.. and now paranoid

How far along? 21w1d Total weight gain/loss: In up 8lbs Maternity clothes? I really need to invest in some maternity shorts, but I've got yoga shorts that work just fine👍 Skin changes? I have an acne "patch" that consists of like 4 pimples that refuse to go away Sleep: Well, joeys alarm woke me up at 4:45 and I couldn't fall back to sleep until like 7:30 but I did figure out hazel is VERY active during that time Best moment this week: my anatomy scan going well Lowest moment this week: I've been very anxious this week and I'm not sure why Movement: She's kicking my cervix as I type this🙃 Food cravings: lemon cake Food aversions: nothing really Morning sickness/Nausea: No, just lots of heartburn Something I physically couldn’t do: I get tired much faster at work Leakage: nothing Something I bought: A super cute 0-3 sleeper Any labor signs or new weird pains?: They can all stay away for another 17 weeks minimum Any swelling? None. Happy or Moody most of the time: Moody, but I do my best to not show it

So, I lost my job yesterday. After a week and a half, they randomly called me in to say I just wasn't a "Good fit." They found out I was pregnant the day before. Suspicious, no? So my first day back at home has been spent cleaning/reorganizing my kitchen, cleaning the bedroom and game room, sweeping/mopping the house, eating mozzarella sticks, and job hunting. I'm so mentally exhausted. I need things to work out so badly.