#21dailydraw

I finished spreadaday2! I completed January's 21dailydraw! I had fun with rmtarot31! I also submitted a spread to craftaspread! I won craftaspread! 🙆🍻

I've been lacking confidence because i feel like I've been shot down more times than I can bare. I feel like other people's words have hit me too deeply for me to recover. I've been lacking confidence because I think that the descent is still ongoing and I have to finish going down before I can go back up. 

Though my mind is sharp my tongue is sharper and I often say things that can wound. This is a result of me not considering the impact of my words and not fully taking into account other people's feelings. Though sometimes this happens unintentionally. Something I will often regret later. 

I often take on the burdens of my relationships. I work hard on them and without taking rest. Something that not everyone always recognises or sees, including myself. I'm always trying to bring them to new and better heights. I tend to bring completion into my relationships and I am usually competent at maintaining them.  I bring celebration in their success too. On the whole my relationships are satisfying. As such I bring loyalty and long lasting commitment. However I also bring independence to the table.