Here I am, 20 years and feeling like I am starting over again. For the past several months I have had people watching me like a hawk, counting calories better than I ever have. Now I have gained again and it kills me inside to see that number on the scale has climbed once again. So here I am starting over, giving myself a blank slate. To keep myself fully on track I will be posting daily updates on here and on my twitter account along with body check pictures every Friday. But this is going to be my diary and my way to be held accountable. Wish me luck as I start over. Stay strong my lovelies. 

All things considered, it wasn't bad at all. Not...really, no. But uh, you're good and everything?

I'm...wearing a t-shirt...