Even the smallest step, is a step nonetheless
Hi lovelies. I decided to delete my previous precious tumblr, one that I had kept & used ever since I was still in Junior College.
It’s weird, I’ve always been a sentimental person & love documenting life happenings so it came as a surprise to my own self when I felt the urge to delete everything, to start afresh.
It may seem like nothing to you, deleting a tumblr blog and making a new one. Seems like no big deal. But it is to me.
What’s the point in explaining all these? I don’t know. I just wanted to. Maybe in a way it is to remind my future self about what I’ve been going through in my journey and how I felt at this very moment.
I’ve been sad for too long, and I’ve had enough to be honest.
I’ve put aside, put off my initial plans, things I wanted to do for almost a year now, and time’s not waiting for anyone.
I can sit here and mope, sulk, be petty and end up being sad and disappointed... and no one is to blame other than myself. Or I can actually stop making excuses, stop being afraid of judgements and do the stuff I had planned to do, and when I succeed, I owe it to no one other than my own self too.
Alright, before I digress to other topics I think I should end this post here. I plan to post and reblog positive funny and pretty stuff here. I need to get rid of negativity from my space, starting today.
It has taken me 24 years so far to gradually be more and more confident and to have this mindset, and I’m still learning, still trying to fix myself everyday. I can be better as time goes by, and with God’s will, I will be.
Everyone is a work in progress, and no one has to ever feel like it’s a bad thing. You do you, as long as you don’t harm anyone, including you, in the process.
