#20200427

仕事終わりにかかって来た電話は、夜勤明けで日本酒と芋焼酎をばかばか飲んででろでろになった好きな子だった。夜に会うことが決まったけどなんせでろでろだから忘れてしまうんだろうなと思ったらちゃんと来た。できる子！ほろよいの差し入れ。わたしがこれ好きな子 ことちゃんと覚えてくれてたんだな。できる子！！！

どこにも遊びに行けなくて毎週毎週一緒に眠ってお酒飲んでごはん食べてごろごろしているだけの週末。ふたりとも元気でいようね。コロナが落ち着いたら思う存分楽しいことしようね。

I took an extra long shower today and just wished you could have been in there with me to enjoy the steaming warmth and slippery skin.

I miss your touch.

I miss you moving my hair across my back and over my shoulder. I miss you kissing the back of my neck from behind me, and holding me close while the water runs over us and blurs my vision. And even though the shower head drones on, I can clearly hear your breath escape you. I miss running my fingers through your hair and pretending there’s still shampoo to be washed out; staring at you while your eyes are closed to keep the water from stinging them. I miss you scrubbing the sponge down my back ever so slowly, and increasing the caution as you clean in between my butt cheeks. You’re always so gentle below my waist, as if you’ve arrived in some magical kingdom that requires a light touch. I miss you intentionally dropping the sponge and smiling while you pretend that it was an accident, just so you can use your hands instead. And then you sliding one hand down while the other reaches around front.