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seeing my boys three times in two months? goals much?!

anyways i'm gonna keep it short!

so we got to the venue

we got attACKED by people wanting TangramSubs翻译组 banners... they were gone in like 2 seconds it was crazy but u also understand bc bitch those banners were GORGEOUS!

then we just waited until we could go in

so when we arrived only chaoze and zhixie was there yet

so after a while jjz bhl and lrt arrived

and... do you know that 'have u ever seen a man so beautiful you cried' meme? because that was me with honglin then...

jjz walked in first, then bhl, then lrt (wearing jorts stuffing food in his mouth in front of a group of girls that hadn't eaten lunch yet)

and well... bhl was wearing a mouth mask but still his beauty? w o w

not to turn this into a bhl love post but yeah i teared up when i saw him and really had to try my best not to start crying

then flash forward to going inside

our gc being ANGRY af at the girl doing the livestream too much to explain

i think i didn't stop smiling the entire time??? chaoze is such a cutie ; ;

the sweetest boy in the world truly

they played some games with fans

he was so cute with them always

林老师 returned to teach the stay with you dance again

he sang!!!!!!!!! an entire song!!!!!!!!! all alone!!!! his voice is so nice!!!! watch the livestream just to hear him sing really totally worth it!!

also!! his dance stage!! he learned that in 3 days???? we know he invented dance but still!!! kings only!!!

i'm still not over any of his stages

both are #1 on list of things i watch religiously

then it was time for the fan videos

and i made a really cringy one in chinese english and dutch

and when it started playing chaoze went 'aaaaayeeee' and immediately turned to the crowd to look for me

i'm pretty sure he kind of asked summer where i was sitting?

then he turned to me and waved

and said i was the one he learned the dance last time

and when my video was over he turned to me and said 'thank you very much' king of languages yes

LONG STORY SHORT HE REMEMBERS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then they showed 9393939 videos of other trainees and friends wishing him a happy birthday he's so loved i'm so happy

also everYOne wants to collab with him again??

we love it when our baby gets the recognition and love he deserves

so then it got emotional and i had to try my best not to cry again

he's such a soft sweet boy :(

then the other boys came on stage (except for maotong u promised u'd come baby :(((((( study hard baby boy)

lrt kept calling him 宝贝儿 what a mood

and chaoze looked so tiny with his big bouquets

also his cake was 'heavy' yet mr qzx was there carrying it with one hand without a problem while helping lrt hold the giant mysterious box with the other??? husband material much

ok so it's over and we're waiting for the boys to come out

lots and lots of confusion and walking back and forth between two places where they could leave the venue fiNALLY they came outisde

and so i was kind of hiding behind summer on the way to the boys bc I'm awkward and shy...

but 1. I'm taller than Summer, 2. My hair is bright pink there was no hiding from chaoze's watchful eye

and he waved at me so cutely when he saw me i love him so much i'm gonna cry

and they just stood there being cute waiting for the car

and so we had these keychains we told them about last time on the airport

and honglin asked to see them but we forgot to bring them but!!!! we brought them now

and so when the car arrived and everyone followed chaoze to the car

i went for it and went to honglin

and he was a bit confused (lrt too jkdlof that video from that fansite is so funny)

but uh yeah i went to him yelling his name and then i went 'these are the..... the....' (i forgot the word keychains the second he looked at me, his power...)

and he looked at me like 'what are these huh??' but then i remembered keychains and he went 'oh yay keychains' uwu so cute

bei honglin loves keychains its a fact

then we followed them to the car, waved goodbye and that was it

also the next day summer and i tried to move in to banana ent but they didn't want us

寫完信要寄給你，填好中式信封格式才發現：寄件者的地址永遠低於收件人的位置。像我給你寫信的時候總把自己放得很低很低。

我期盼的是你能把我變回可以自己生活的人。而你，你一直擁有你自己。我在非常痛苦的時候寫字給你，在不得不的時候才寫信給你。你是我的求生本能，是我確信會一直屹立的屋宇，為我擋下每場驟雨。但雨停了我會自己走出去，等到下次雨季我才又回來找你躲雨。

在你面前我只是個無聊的人類。你不管晴雨都在原地，而我只會躲。我只會在雨天倉皇地躲進你。