#2012 holiday queue

Another friend I’d like to include and very much hope this will somehow reach you. Your blog is gone and I wonder where you are and if you are alright. I still remember our tinychat conversation and it never ceases to put a smile on my face. We didn’t get to talk very much, but you seemed like such a happy, sweet person and we had so much fun that I would like to think you are out there making people’s lives a lot more awesome. If you see this, please come around – I would be happy to talk again.

I am still extremely sorry that I never even got to say goodbye to you when you left Tumblr because I was away just as it happened. I know we didn’t get to talk a lot towards the end, but I always thought of you with the greatest gentleness as a really talented and wonderful young woman whom I still wish I could have helped in any way to feel just how special she is. You are fantastic and even though we drifted apart, I just hope you are still out there and that one day, it will be better.

We don’t really get to talk much nowadays, but back then, you simply floored me with your appreciation of Moneyshipping and writing what was pretty much the very first full-out Moneyshipping fanfiction I’ve ever been privy to. You also gave me Courage Wolf Kaiba and plenty of sweet discussion and I will always laugh at “final boss of Moneyshipping”. You have been busy and on other waters, so I wish you all the best and hope you’ll get to write all those shippings we voted for on your birthday and bring joy to many. Take care of yourself. See you.

We do not talk much I’m afraid, but I want you to know that I will never, ever forget how, awed by your fantastic art, I timidly asked for some Moneyshipping and you delivered so beautifully I was completely beside myself. You have a great style and you are absolutely adorable and full of heart and it just comes through your work so well I want to congratulate you all the time on all the lovely things you do. I will treasure your art always and forever and thank you so much for being good to me. Bless you always.

How to even start, you fabulous, ballsy and just flat-out hilarious tomb keeper? I really enjoy your sense of humor, your ideas and your discussion and appreciation of your friends’ work. I admire your tenacity, your will to fight and carry on and your constant lookout for those who could use more kindness in the world. It is always a pleasure to see you appear and I never know if I’ll laugh or cry when you post something, but I do know that I really enjoy your presence and hope you’ll continue to bring everybody much laughter and special Orlandokis.

You are one of the most kindred spirits I have ever met. We are literally each other with our powerful aching dokis and our love of fantastic special nakamas and it has always been a pleasure and a privilege to know you. Your art breathes life and you are so full of heart and tenderness I am absolutely unworthy of that it’s unreal, but you always care and always have a look out for me and I’m just very, very grateful for you. I hope that you will be so happy you’ll hardly know what to do with your happiness.

This is the name I will always remember you by, and my memories of you coming to talk to me are very fond indeed, even if sometimes you and I were sad and couldn’t do much to cheer each other up. You are a lovely, sweet and gentle person and I’m glad that you like me and the things I do – I really appreciate your kind comments and compliments. I also think you have a great deal of strength even when you feel intimidated and I hope that you have plenty of good things coming your way. Bless you bunches.

You were the first person to ever call me senpai and I remember being astonished because I never dared hope anybody would ever look up to me as somebody worthy. You have an insanely quality blog and I have been very happy to follow you, and even happier when you came around to derp with me. You are a lovely, awesome person and I hope you know that I’m very proud of you no matter what life brings you. You are a pleasure to talk to and seeing you around always makes me grin like crazy. Senpai gladly notices you.