#2.26.20

So today as I was driving on my way to class, I drove by some roadkill in the middle of the highway... a small critter... appears to be a raccoon, or a skunk...

I drive past... and then I feel my astral self kind of get sucked back to the critter...

This has happened before. Where when I pass roadkill, my astral self gets sucked to it, and normally I watch as my astral self helps it pass over (previous example here).

This time I was sucked back to it, but I wasn't watching myself; I was in control.

I crouched over the small corpse, inspecting it. I ran my hand over it, and I felt the spirit of the critter, and it was shivering. It was scared. Terrified. I gently picked it up in my arms and held it up to me, comforting it as it shivered in my arms. Cars continued to whiz past us, and I felt that it wasn't helping, so I kind of raised the vibration, getting us out of there, and instead to a more pleasant grove.

It took a while, but the critter eventually calmed down. It climbed out of my arms, and a little but gleefully jumped around on the ground.

I look at it as it hops around...

Are you going to go, little one??

It pauses and looks up at me... then back down... then jumps into my arms and cuddles...

It's going to be okay... you can go... if you want... but if you want to stay for a while you can... I'm going to be busy today though and won't be able to give you that much attention...

Nods head...

I kind of try and force the situation to where I help it pass over, since that's what I've done historically, but I felt a ton of resistance, and felt that it did not want to go.

Okay I guess you're staying...

So I walked to class, and it perched on my shoulders and the back of my neck, hiding in my jacket as it shyly observed the people around me.

While I was in class, trying to focus, the critter was perched on my neck and my pixies, Strix and Trixie, jumped out. The critter got scared and hid, hissing at them. The pixies inspected him, saying hi, and kind of teasing him... purposefully scaring him and laughing...

I cut them off and told them to stop it. We spoke for a little bit and then they disappeared.

On my lunch, I visited the little guy in the astral; it curls up in my lap. I give it some energy as I pet it. I ask if it’s ready yet, and it shook its’ head and again I got a strong feeling of resistance. I told it that it’s okay, and that it can stay with me for as long as it needs. So I guess this little guy is just going to be hanging out with me for a little while!

It’s very interesting. This is all completely new to me... I wonder why it doesn’t want to pass over?? I feel like it’s a little bit scared, but I think that it is more than that. Very interesting.

Also... in other news I’m not really sick anymore, which is great, but my energy has still been pretty shot. I’ve been trying to take it easy the best that I can, but sometimes I need to do things, like today lol. Also I did like a mini reading for my friend with Kuan Yin, and it turned out really good! I think I might’ve finally figured out a method to do card divination accurately over a distance with energy?? It involves channeling the person and their energy in my place as I shuffle and pick the cards. But I won’t know for certain until I do some more testing.

Anyways. Yeah... I will have more updates on this little critter as they progress!

Hope that everyone has a good day!

"Gray, Gray Day"