Do you think Rio was starting to fall for Beth? Even after the events of 2x13 you think those feelings are still there? What about Beth?
I 100% firmly believe Rio had fallen for Beth by the end of S2āthat it was a slow progression from curiosity to attraction to genuine interest to genuine feelings, and I think it could best be summed up by the Pride and Prejudice quote where Elizabeth asks Darcy how he could have ever fallen in love with her and he answers, āI cannot fix on the hour, or the spot, or the look or the words, which laid the foundation ⦠ I was in the middle before I knew that I had begun.ā
I think everyone has slightly different moments that they put on the chart for Rioās deepening feelings for Beth, and theyāre all valid.
These are the big ones for me:
1x02 - Bethās speech that convinces him not to kill her and the girls - This is the moment where she piques Rioās interest. I think he noticed her beauty in 1x01, but I think he pegged her as one type of way, and suddenly she showed him she was a different type of way. She was bold enough to stand up to him, and she came up with a fair argument on the spot despite the high stakes. She impressed him, period, and I donāt think heās easily impressed.Ā
1x03 - Leaving him the pearls - I think he came to her house expecting a booty call, and was surprised again that he was wrong about her. Iām sure heād bedded more than a few women that were intrigued and attracted to the dangerous vibe he puts out (even if it was far outside their normal ātypeā), what with the tattoo and the gun and the swagger, and I think he correctly clocked that Beth was attracted to him, even at this point, but then she wants in? She got a taste of crime and liked it? I think discovering this, combined with the fact that he might have thought he was about to hook up with her, probably made him veryĀ interested in it happening somewhere down the line. I think this is the moment that sets up other moments where he lets her off the hook when he shouldnātāhe wants to see it play out.Ā
1x04 - āWeāre not here to try, weāre here to win, bitchā - I think this is where he lets his interest in her be known a little more? I mean, he sneaks in through her bedroom, rifles through her stuff, asks about the husband he clearly knows is her husband, challenges her to admit heās not good at his job, and then gives her that look when she asks what he wants. Then she surprises him (AGAIN!) by coming up with a legitimately good idea! Sheās smart! She might actually be kinda good at this, and sheās actively chasing after it! Sheās a bit goofy in the delivery, but sheās trying to show him that sheās in. But he still canāt figure her out, exactly, and he likes that, which is why he asks her point blank what sheās doing with someone like him the very next episode, and puts the idea into her head of fucking him. I think at this point heās still just curious and attracted and wants to bone her, but he wants it enough that he sort of forgives her panicking and backtracking immediately after asking to be let in? And while he threatens her, he doesnāt harm her when he thinks sheās stolen from him?
1x06 - āJust give me a name.ā āBeth Boland.ā - I think this is the moment where he moves from being more amused by her to more impressed by her. Sheās the leader of her crew. She takes responsibility for her mistakes. He gives her advice. He wants to set her up for success in this world. She ignores itābecause she likes doing things her own way. He doesnāt like it, but I think he respects her tenacityāespecially when she tells him never to point a gun at her again? Like, the audacity? Did she just forget who he is? He just leans against his car and watches her drive away and just uuuuuuugh. Yep. Heās into her. So he spends a little more time with her and meets her alone in cafĆ©s and tells her sheās pretty.
1x09 - āWhat you and me had is done. Over.ā - I mean, the language. He couldāve said āyouāre fired,ā āyouāre out,ā āI donāt need you,ā āIām done with you,ā but no. What you and me had? Over? Thereās an āusā there. Thereās an avoidance of naming what, exactly, they had. Itās break-up languageāand itās more than a break-up than we get in 2x09, honestly. And Iām curious whether this really wouldāve been the end if Beth hadnāt tried to get him arrested, because I think this is sort of a heat-of-the-moment breakup? The feds have been breathing down his neck, he had to shut down all operations, and he had a kid turn. He just had to kill that kid, one of his own. Heās had a week. He means it when he says he doesnāt need her bitch-ass drama. He thought she was up for it, and sheās cracking here, and I think it frustrates him because he expected more from her?Ā
2x01/2x02- The touching!!! - I mean. Heās got legitimate feelings by this point, right? Even if heās not really engaging in them? He would kill her otherwise, I think. He just killed Eddie for talking to the copsāshe set him up for the cops. She actually got him arrested! But I think more than anything, this plan just shows him that sheās bold enough and crazy enough to match him. Sheās not on his level, but she could be, someday. He touches her face, because he can, and sees that she lets him. Oh, sure, itās performative. Itās show for Dean, itās manipulating her, but heās also escalating in the ways heās touching her. He knows heās got her feeling all sorts of ways, too. He reveals to her that he has a kid, and thatās manipulative, too, but he wouldnāt do this with just anyone. I think he knows the effect it will have on her. Then, when she fails to kill Boomer, I donāt think heās actually that surprisedāshe couldnāt pull the trigger on him all that long ago, and heās good at reading people. I sort of headcanon that he showed up at her house in 2x02 to kill her, but couldnāt. He touches her face again. Heās soft for her, and he knows it, even if he wouldnāt admit it out loud. He promises to teach her because he wants to bring her more into his world.Ā
2x04 - Bar Bathroom - He believes she did it, that she crossed over, that she got her hands dirty, that she canāt leave his world, and heās excited. Then she initiates sex? While on a date with her husband? In public? Iāve talked about it a lot, but this is a huge shift for him. He gets openly jealous, destructive, and starts escalating in trying to maintain her total focus and attention. He flirts, but itās more lighthearted than it was beforeāheās not trying to get her off-kilter, heās trying to get her to come closer. Heās still too into āthe gameā to just outright invite her into bed again, but he tries so very hard. Heās got it bad.Ā
2x06 -Ā āYou know, I think this thing with me and you has run its course, yeah?ā and āOh, you think youāre special, huh?ā - Yes? She does? She knows he wonāt kill her? He knows he wonāt kill her? He knows that itās true, that she isĀ special, which is exactly why he says it! He wants her to believe that sheās not because sheās got him all messed up. Again, he uses break-up language her.Ā āThis thing with me and youā? āRun its courseā?Ā What thing, Rio? You think this is how he fires his boys??? No fucking way. Then she bests him in the 50/50 deal and heās pissed, but fuck is he turned on. I 100% believe she drives him fucking crazy but he could never fall so deeply for anyone that didnātĀ challenge him on that level.
2x07 - The Dubby - Dude knew it was gonna fuck up some things professionally, did it anyway. This reminds me soĀ much of Darcy paying off Wickham for Lydia. It doesnāt benefit Rio at all. He doesnāt even really want the credit. He was soft with her the very next episode in 2x08, offered to help herāfor freeādeal with her problems. Laughed with her. Teased her. I still think he was avoidingĀ how genuine his feelings had become (I mean, thereās a reason he avoids giving her the dubby in person) but I think he knew, at this point, that she was different, and he stopped denyingĀ the feelings.Ā
2x09 - The kiss - Now it wasnāt just that he stopped denying it, he had to openly confront it. He stopped holding himself back here, and we saw that just in the kiss. He had toĀ engage with the idea that maybe it was more for her, too. I think that sex was intense, and I 100% think he lets himself sink into the idea that they could have something real, in their own fucked up way. I donāt think heās felt this way about anyone (ever, or for a very long time) and I think he comes to accept it, even if itās outside of his comfort zone. He is so relaxed and so comfortable in her bed. And she dumps him by quitting. Thereās noĀ āyou and meā orĀ āwhat we had.ā ItāsĀ āIāmĀ done.ā ItāsĀ āno more cash, no more pills.ā Itās not about them at all, and I think that fucks him up a little (and is tied to his work comment later).Ā
2x11 - 20 questions - Rio is more impressed and amused that Beth broke into his house and learned his real name than anything else (Iām convinced it is his real name, not another alias). He allows her to follow him all day, which means, in his own way, he allows her inĀ to his life and his privacyāeven when theyāre separated! I think he knows itās not over between them, which is why he allows himself to play the game again and rile her up and make her want himābecause itāll be so much sweeter if she comes back to him. Heās willing to play the long game.Ā
2x12 - āThatās what I am? Work?ā - There is so much good analysis of this scene from pynkhues and lunafeather, but this is resignation and frustration and exhaustion at her inability to commit one way or another. He has feelings for her, but heās mad at her, heās disappointed in her, and sheās dumped him (or rather, quit) but now is trying to demand that he name this thing between them in a way that she wonāt? At this point, heās made the gestures, done the flirting, and let himself be vulnerable with her in a way that she just has not reciprocated. I think he knows theyāre not over, not really, but the only reason he wants to hurt her so badly in this scene is because she has hurt him.
Yes, I think those feelings are still there after 2x13. I think he had allowed himself to feel things for her that he hadnāt allowed himself to feel for anyone else, and I think theyāre deep enough that they donāt just disappear, even under the circumstances. I donāt think Rioās going to be engaging with those feelings or pursuing them, though. At this point, heās been deeply betrayed by her, and that betrayal stings more because of how much he cares for her. (And at this stage, I do think itās a deep, genuine care, and not loveāI think theyād both have to have their walls down a little more and a little longer than the space that 2x09 allows to have it turn into loveābut I think theyāre on their way).Ā
Oh, heāll fuck with her in S3. He might taunt her and flirt with her if he knows that it will make her off-balance, but Iām sure his walls are going back up and heās cutting her off emotionally. Iām interested to see how they come up with a justification for him not killing her after thisābecause if they want me to believe that heās a big, bad crime boss, that needs to be addressed, and I think based on where I expect Rio to be emotionally at the beginning of S3, I donāt think itās going to be waved away easily by the suggestion that he still cares for her.
As for the Beth question, I think thatāll have to be explored in another ask, haha. This one got pretty long!