#2-6-15

I’m dumb. I miss him. My heart physically hurts. 

okay so i looked in the mirror and honestly i am pretty surpised i think this blue actually looks good on me. kind of crazy. i think i looke cute with it. SUCK ON THAT BITCHES. THATS WHAT THE FUCK IS UP.

i just dont know how to feel about things anymore there is so much going on yet at the same time nothing seems to be happening. i dont know anything ever i think its just that sometimes i pretend to know things and hope that i am close to right.

i dont fucking like my brother's friends or the people he hangs out with.

fuuuuuuuuuuccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

i dyed my hair officially and cut it and all. blue and front bangs. i don't know it will probably grow on me. but whatever. im so tired of my brother. and i really dont care for his fiance. but io mean i ave to tolerate them so just whatever. they really know how to make things either awkward or frustrating. whatever. whatever. just whatever. ugh.

I am in such a bad place right now.