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Preference #38 Tour Series: Back for you (his pov)

LIAM:

Whenever I close my eyes, I picture you there

I’m looking out at the crowd, you’re everywhere

I’m watching you from the stage yeah

Your smile is on every face now

I smiled and waved to the screaming fans. Tonights concert was almost over and although I love performing and seeing the fans; something was off tonight; my mind wasn’t focused like it usually is. I followed the boys to the centre of the stage as we sung the last song. I looked out to the crowd and froze. Was I going crazy? Everywhere I looked I saw Y/N face. Her beautiful smile was on every face. I stared at one of the faces; I missed her so much. I quickly shock my head to clear it of the images and snapped back to reality when I heard Niall saying good night. I waved and followed the boys off stage. The boys ran towards their changing rooms, leaving me standing alone. I took some deep breaths and rub my face with my hand. I jumped when I felt a hand on my back. I quickly looked up and saw Zayn with a small smile. “Call her Liam, she is probably missing you too,” he said handing me my phone and running after the boys. ‘How did he know how I felt without telling him?’ I thought. I shrugged and clicked her number, waiting for her to answer. “Li,” she answered happily, “Hi Sweetheart,” I said smiling, “Just finished a concert and I miss you,” I added my voice just a whisper. I heard her sigh before saying, “You never leave my mind either.”

LOUIS:

I’ve never been so into somebody before

And every time we both touch I only want more

So tell me nothing’s going to change yeah

And you won’t ever walk away yeah

I sighed and rested my head against the window of the tour bus. As the scenes went by outside, I continued to think about my girl. I haven’t been on tour long, but I was missing her so much. Suddenly the chair moved and Liam sat beside me. “Everything alright Lou?” he asked. I looked at him and nodded. “You know you can talk to me, or any of us,” he continued, looking around the bus at the sleeping boys. I took a deep breath and looked at the window again. “What if she finds someone better, what if she hates me because I’m not there, what if she walks away,” I babbled, “I love her so much, more than anyone ever. I-” I sobbed, looking back at Liam. He smiled sweetly and gently rubbed my shoulder. “She loves you too Lou, everyone can see how much. I’m sure she won’t do any of that; in fact, I’m sure she will waiting for you at the airport when we return home,” he assured me. I nodded again. “Call her mate, she’ll love to hear from you,” Liam added, squeezing my shoulder and walking towards the couch. I thought about what Liam said and maybe he was right. I pulled out my phone; smiling at my background picture of her and I. I quickly clicked her name and listened to the ringing. “Lou,” she mumbled sleepily, “I miss you,” she added. Just hearing her voice made me feel better.

NIALL:

Lately, I’ve been going crazy

So I’m coming back for you, back for you, back for you, you

I groaned, putting down my guitar and sitting down on the edge of the stage. We were in rehearsals for our show tonight, but nothing was going right. Paul had called a 10 minute break, so the boys had gone backstage. I picked up my guitar again and started playing ‘Little Things’. After a couple of chords, I missed one, making me more frustrated. I put my guitar down and closed my eyes putting head in my hands to try to focus on the music. After taking a few deep breaths, I heard someone pick up my guitar and run their finger down the strings. I quickly looked up and saw Louis sitting in front of me. “For the record, you are not going crazy,” he begun, “I understand how you feel.” I looked at him in confusion. He smiled and put his hand on my knee. “You miss her, don’t you?” he asked. I nodded. “I can’t think straight; I miss her touch, her smile, her laugh, I-I,” I queried. “I can’t do anything right; not even play guitar… Everything reminds me of her,” I sniffed. Louis smiled weakly and patted my knee. “Niall. She knows you are going back to her. She is coming for a visit soon, yeah,” he encouraged. I nodded. “Call her, tell her whats going on, I’m sure she is missing you as well,” he said. I picked up my phone as he walked away. I clicked her number and closed my eyes. “Niall,” her voice rung, “Shouldn’t you be rehearsing?” “Princess, I can’t-” I sniffed. “Play for me,” she said sweetly. I picked up my guitar and played ‘Back for you’ perfectly; maybe thinking about her wasn’t completely bad after all.

HARRY:

Right back for you, right back

Right back for you, right back

Right back for you, right back

Right back for you.

It was late when we returned to the hotel room after another concert. I pulled my phone out of my jacket pocket and groaned when I realised it was dead. I stood still for a minute thinking where my phone charger was. There was a loud knocking on my door. I quickly opened it to found Niall standing there with his phone to his ear. “Y/N, calm down, here he is,” Niall said handing me his phone. “What Niall? Y/N, whats wrong?” I panicked. “Just take the phone Harry,” he said strongly. I took his phone. “Y/N,” I said slowly. “Haz,” her voice soft. “Hey Baby, what’s wrong? Whatever it is, it will be alright,” I said walking into my room. “I’m sorry, you weren’t answering your phone and I-I” she sobbed, “I thought something might of happened.” I ran my hand through my curls. “I’m sorry baby, my phone died during the concert, I was looking for my charger before Niall got here,” I told her. She sniffed. “What else is wrong? I hate hearing you upset,” I asked. “I had a bad day, nothing went right… and your hugs always make me feel better, but your - I miss you,” she whispered. I sighed and closed my eyes. “I miss you too, so much,” I paused, “I left something for you for when you felt like this. Open your top draw,” I heard her move and open the draw, “you will see my orange sweater.” She heard her pick it up and smell it. “Thanks Haz,” she said. I blinked away my tears. “Just remember, that I am coming back for you, right back, always for you.”

ZAYN:

Baby, you don’t have to worry

I’ll be coming back for you, back for you, back for you, you

We piled out of the black van and headed to the main entrance of the hotel. We finished a radio interview and had a few hours before we had to be at the arena. Once inside, I followed the boys towards our rooms. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and begun to panic; I had 7 missed calls, 4 voice mails and 10 messages from Y/N. As soon the lift doors opened, I ran out towards my room. I quickly dialled her number; it rung out. I sighed and sat down on the bed. “Everything alright?” Harry asked walking in. “Not sure,” I shrugged. “I missed her calls, now she isn’t answering, what if something is wrong” I said really fast. Harry sat beside me. “Try her again,” he said calmly. I clicked her name again, listening to it ring. My heart begun beating faster. Then, I heard a little sniffle. “Zayn,” her voice cracked. “Baby, whats wrong?” I asked, trying not to sound worried. I stood and walked towards the window. “I-I’m sorry for bothering or worrying you,” she said softy, “Is just that I miss you and -” she sniffed. My heart broke hearing this. “Baby, it’s ok. I’m sorry for not answering my phone. I had an interview. I miss you too,” I said, “Is anything else wrong?” I turned to look at Harry and gave him a nod. He smiled and left the room. “What if you find someone better while you are on tour? What if you forget about me? I-I” she said. I rubbed the back of my neck, “Baby, I love you and only you. I could never forget about you; you are my everything. Please don’t worry, I’m coming back to you,” I soothed.