#1dd

It's very irrational it was like when you were children and someone broke your favorite toy.

“Y/N!” Harry screamed walking into your shared house. You had sat nervously waiting for him to get home. “Y/N!..Wha’ the fuck happened to my car??!” he questioned you.

Your heart sank some more, the butterflies intensified in your stomach. His Classic 1955 Mercedes-Benz 190SL was damaged from an accident earlier that day.

“It was an accident” you spoke softly

“My bloody car!” he says grabbing his head pacing the floor

“I'm sorry”  it wasn’t your fault

“Tha’s a multimillion dollar car! A collectable! ... sorry!?”  

“Yes it was an accident Harry” you tried to reason with him

“Why the fuck’re yeh driving it to begin with? Yeh’ve a car! Yeh didn't even bloody ask if yeh could drive my car!”

“I didn't do it on purpose i'll get it fixed!”

“With what money?!” He barked back “Oh let me guess so you’re gonna use my money to fix it!”

“No I have money” he scoffed “cut the shit!” you say getting angry “I already called they'll be here to pick it up tomorrow”

“My car I was supposed to go with it to the awards next weekend what the fuck is wrong with yeh? why didn't you ask me?”

“I didn't know i had to i'm sorry.. they'll fix it I'll fix it!”  you mumble

He shook his head and walked away.Harry was so angry he didn't even realize what he had said to you all he could think about was the damage to his car. You were shocked by this by him having such a strong outburst but it also hurt your feelings. It was an accident. An accident.  You both sulked around the house avoiding each other for a week.

“Hey” he greeted you coming home from the studio the car had been dropped off during the day.

You stand by the island in the kitchen “Hey car is back here are your keys” you handed him the keys “sorry again you'll get to drive it to the awards.” you paid extra to rush the process

He nods “There's another car outside” he states

“Yea I bought one” He made a face, he was confused. You feel your temper rise by how oblivious he is. “Make sure you check your car make sure there's no other damage that i caused that didn't get fixed.” you peer at him from your peripheral focusing on rearranging the items on the counter.

He sighed “pet i didn't mean to..”

You cut him off “While you're at it make sure your bank account isn't missing 200 thousand dollars since you were so worried about it”

“Y/N”  he moves toward you

“Don't!”  you warn him turning to face him “You didn't even care that i got hit not because I was reckless but because some ass ran a red light then on top of that i had to crawl over to the other side to get out! You didn't even ask about me or your child or wonder how we're doing.. your car your precious car!” you speak sarcastically

“Petal calm down” He rubs your back. You both knew stress was not good for you or the baby

“Don't fucking touch me!”  you push him away and walk away from him “Great to know where I stand in your life Harry. Great to know! You could give 2 shits about your wife but let me not ruin your things so i bought a car for me to use! God forbid I ruin another one of your things. I'm gonna start working overtime so you don't think I'm with you because of your money!”

“Y/N stop” he speaks calmly

“In the grand scheme of things in your life where do I stand? Hmm?! (you don't give him a chance to answer) I know I'm not even in the top 5 things in your life!” you start to gesticulate counting with your fingers “It's your cars your things your money God knows what else hopefully you're unborn child (you point to your stomach) but i don't know where i am. So since I know I'm not up there you can sleep in your car and hopefully your things will keep you warm at night!” you stomp away up the steps and slam the bedroom door.  

Harry hung his head low trying to remember what he said to you he realized there were a lot of low blows he threw at you at the heat of the moment. He's guilty he knows it. How could he be so stupid he thinks to himself.

You lay quietly in bed crying you knew Harry cared about you and more importantly your unborn child. But you had to point out his childish irrational behavior. You quickly wipe your face when you hear his feet thumping up the steps. The door opens and closes Harry walks over to you and gets in bed.

“Go away” you speak softly, you fuss

“M your husband not going anywhere” he says pulling you close to him

You huff and rub your growing belly 4 months pregnant and counting.

You both remain silent and you fall asleep listening to each others breathing. You're awakened by your hunger pains you skipped dinner after your big argument.

You sigh and gently remove Harry's arm from around you

“Where yeh going?” his voice rasps scaring you. He was always a light sleeper

“Need a snack” you whisper

He groans rolling on his back “did yeh eat dinner?”

“No” you mumble walking towards the bathroom. When you exit he’s standing by the door “yeh need to eat.”

“I know” you say trying to avoid his lecture

“What do yeh feel like eating?”

You shrug “breakfast”

He smiles “breakfast for dinner?”

“Yes” you nod your head

“Come on” he holds his hand out for you to hold. You walk down the steps to the kitchen. “English breakfast or regular?”

“English” you smile

He smiles once more. It takes almost an hour but he finishes.

“Thank you” you say once he places the plate in front of you.

You both eat in silence. After you’re finished you place the dishes in the sink.

“Y/N” he calls your name softly

“I don't want to talk about it”

“We need to” he says coming up from behind you lightly grabbing your sides

You sigh and turn around

“Mean more to me than my bloody things” he speaks softly rubbing light circles on you

You shake your head and look at your feet. “Sorry about your car i should have asked” you look up at him

“Noo petal noo my things’re yours too I'm sorry. I apologize for bein an arse. You're my whole world. More important to me than anything.” He placed his forehead on yours. “M sorry please forgive me shouldn't have said what I said”

“Did you mean it?” you say tears threatening to fall

“Y/N noo noo I didn't poppet...I didn't... I apologize. You're my wife carrying my child wouldn't trade it for the world I love you. I love you more than you know”

You nod and hug him “I love you too”

He held you tight rubbing your back “Yeh ok? is cupcake ok?”  he asks stepping back to bend down towards your stomach

“Yes” you say caressing his head “just whiplash car spun around"

He feels pain in his heart he should have been there instead he was being foolish.

“Neck okay?” he touches it lightly examining it

“Yes” you yawn "scuse me"

“Lets go to bed flower”

You roll your eyes “Oh my god” you hate that pet name

He chuckles picking you up “You're my precious flower”  

More from CEO Harry. You two are married now.

You strut into the building trench coat tightly wrapped around you protecting you from the cool autumn weather.

“Mrs. Styles” the security guard bows to you as you approach the elevator

“Mr.Miller! Nice to see you again”

“Always a pleasure to see you ma'am”

“Tell your wife I said Hi”  

“I will”  

You press the 7th floor button where all the executives had their office you would think that they would opt for the highest floor but the architecture of the building made the 7th floor the best floor. Harry hated heights anyway.

You wait patiently as the elevator rises. You step out heels clicking you look around new renovations; everything was glass giving it the modern look. You look around trying to figure out where Harry's office is

“Mrs. Styles”

“Hi Jason!”

“Hi! How are you?” he walks up to you

“Great! is my husband in?”

“Yea Alicia is in there with him”

“Ok thank you can you point me towards his office haven't been here in months” you chuckle

“Yea! No problem it's down this hall to the left straight ahead can't miss it”

Alicia his assistant who for some reason always got under your skin. You step into his office and their so deep in conversation they dont notice you. But you notice them you notice Alicia sitting too close for comfort biting her lip biting back a blush failing miserably. You clear your throat

They both look up “Oh Hi pet how are you?” Harry gives you that boyish grin

“Hi” you smile back at him

“Hey” Alicia smiles at you

“Hi” you respond with a tight lipped smile

“Give me a minute” Harry talks to Alicia. She nods and leaves you two alone

“To what do I owe this pleasure?” he asks looking at you  

“Oh just missed you wanted to see the new design too” His eyes dart back to the paper work while you were mid sentence

“Oh” he smiles not looking up from his papers

This is why you popped up he had been so busy lately he barely paid you any attention.

“Can you take a break?” you ask walking up to him running your fingers through his hair

“Can't meeting in twenty minutes” he shoots you a sympathetic smile

“Aww” you pout

“Don't pout” he says without looking up at you

You smile he knows you too well. You walk and close the door

“Can't it wait?”

He shakes his head mumbling something to himself. “I'll be home soon” he bargains

You sigh frustrated “but i want you no! I need you now”

“What d'yeh need poppet?”

“Uh...”  you look at the glass panels surrounding the office “Why is everything glass?”

He shrugs “not my idea board didn't want any cases”

“Oh”

“What do yeh need pet?” he asks again

“I can't really say”

“Why?” he looks up at you

“Because of the transparency” you motion to the glass

He makes a face confused “hmm?”

You look back towards the office Alicia isn't in sight everyone is busy buried in their computers.

You walk up to him “move please” he scoots back you sit on his desk you look back once more and you see another one of his workers you smile and wave innocently you turn to face Harry who is still confused sometimes you loved how innocent he could be. you open your trench coat to reveal your lingerie a garter set.

He takes in a sharp breath “Y/N” he speaks softly as his eyes take all of you in. Slowly cascading down

You sigh “I wanted you to fuck me on your desk but you can't” you whine

He looks at his watch

“It's sad might need to get Danny to take care of me”

His glares at you “I'll kill him if he dares” your pool boy Danny was always attentive to you which always made Harry very jealous

“When's the last time you made me cum?” you ask dragging your finger down your chest between your breasts

He goes to answer but frowns

“Yea that long”

“Please pet yeh cant”  it was killing him to hold his composure. His eyes constantly darting between you and the door

“Been spending all your time here neglecting me” You bend forward placing your hands on the arm rests of his chair “I missed your touch daddy” you whisper near his ear before you take his ear lobe between your lips and suck lightly

“Pet I can' ” this is torture for him

“Why not?”  you straighten up you reach up and remove your thong you place your foot on his chair

“Y/N” he warns speaking softly, he can't keep a lookout  and pay attention to you. Plus another tease and he might just fuck you right there

You grab his hand “i just want you to feel how wet you make me when i think of you” you ghost his hand down and he whimpers at feeling the pool on your heat

“Can't tease me like this pet” he looks up at you eyes darkening

“Well I had to take drastic measures or it will be a month since you last made me cum”  

He can't help but play with your slit

You bite your lip moaning softly

He looks up at the clock again “ ‘M gonna be late” he mumbles “fuck!” he stands up and slips a finger in you. You gasp and grab his arm “all this f’me?”  

You nod wrapping your arm around him “only you”

To outsiders you two look like your sharing a romantic moment if they only knew. You tie your trench coat around you securing it tightly.

“You have a meeting” you grab his wrist to stop him from getting carried away

He scowls at you removing his finger he caresses your cheek and slyly inserts his finger in your mouth you see his eyes turn dark as you suck on it he takes a deep breath “wait f’me”

You nod twirling your tongue around his finger.  

He removes his finger and adjusts himself

“How long?” you ask stepping aside

“Give me an hour ‘nd we’re going home” he says grabbing his notebook.

“You mean 2 you know they never last 1 hour” you counter

“Today it bloody will! Behave ‘nd be nice”  

“I will daddy” you say sitting on his couch.

He chuckles shaking his head “drivin’ me mad”

You play on your phone waiting patiently

30 minutes pass and Harry is rushing through the door

“Everything ok?” you ask worried

“Yea let's go” he says grabbing his things

“That was fast” you stand up  

“Got more important issues to handle”  he pulls you close to walk in front of him “Alicia no more calls today won't be in till Thursday (its monday)”

“Yes Mr. Styles”

His foot anxiously taps as you both wait for the elevator

“Oh Cara! How are you?”

“Good Mrs. Styles how are you?” she greets back

“Great. He takes good care of me!” you compliment Harry  “Oh Sean! Hi!” you wave at him

The elevator dings and Harry pushes you backing you into the elevator. He waits for the doors to close before he traps you against the wall with one arm above your head

“Cameras” you warn

“Don' bloody care youre gonna pay for this almost made me lose m’bloody job” his nostrils flare

My first Fluff/angst/smut annnnd Y/N I feel proud lol cuz I can’t do y/n not if I really care about the story line

It’s 3:20am and you feel your body waking up. You try to fight against it but, now your once numb limbs are starting to feel the sensations of the sheet which is tangled up around you and the position that was once comfortable in your sleep is increasingly becoming painful to your body so you move, you have to because your body is aching. You turn to look to your side and of course Harry isn’t there he is gone for his 3 am run. So you turn around getting into another position on your side hoping you’ll get comfortable but the sheets are underneath you in a bunch, scrunched up at the bottom, twisted in the middle you can’t ignore it so you jump out of bed frustrated you pull the covers off like a mad person and look at the sheets to understand the situation. The bottom sheet came apart which meant the top sheet was definitely not going to remain tucked in so you hurriedly fix the sheets make sure you  tuck them in tight, beat them with the towel to get any crumbs out of them. Before you get back in bed you go to the bathroom to pee and also  there’s this awful taste in your mouth and you’re wondering if it’s because you slept with your mouth open so you have to brush your teeth and do 2 rounds of mouthwash to get that taste to disappear. It’s almost 4 now so you start getting comfortable sinking into the bed more and more as the minutes go by allowing sleep to take over. You don’t hear Harry walk in neither do you hear him drop his keys well you do but right now they are a part of the dream so you think nothing of it. When the bed dips beside you is when you jump startled by the change.

You whine when you see his face “Go away”

“S just me pet” he reasons kissing your cheek

You turn around wanting to resume your dream it was with a hot guy. It wasn’t Harry matter of fact you don’t know who this man is. But you two were almost having sex and you were blushing at the thought of him. He was an older man, taller than Harry, more broad than him and the moment Harry woke you up the man in your dreams was kissing on your neck and you were moaning.

You feel the bed shift again and Harry pulls you closer to him

“Harry!” you complain again

“Come on darling i jus’ wan’  t’hold yeh” he turns you around and you oblige but he’s all wet with sweat and water and apparently he’s in a mood too cause his hand is trailing down your side to your bum where he grabs the back of your thigh and pulls you closer to him. You sigh feeling aroused but refusing to show it. Your eyes are closed so you don’t see him bite his lip neither do you see his device smirk as he snakes his hands into your silk panties to his surprise your wet

“Pet?” he asks looking down at his hand

You hum in response your body involuntarily moving closer to him.

“So wet already?…..hmmmm?”

Your’e barely awake till you feel his thumb swipe across your clit is when you jerk  away but his quicker he holds you tighter. You open your eyes your hand immediately gripping his wrist.

“Wow yeh’re really horny” he teases

“Stooop” you complain trying to pull his wrist away

“Where’s comin’ from? Dreamin bout me?” He waggles his brows, you have been known to have wet dreams about him

You blush hiding your face on his sweaty t-shirt.

“Not me then?” He raises his brow. Because by now you would have said ‘yes’ pulling him in for a kiss

“Who was it?” he asks moving his thumb around your clit in light circles

“Harry!” say in a stern voice angling your center away

Before you know it he has already grabbed your arm pulling your hand away from his and now he is on top trapping you with his body while his other hand holds your other wrist down.

“F wasn’t me i wan’ t’kno’ ” he mumbles against your neck

He is a jealous lover but now that you’re dreaming of another man to the point you’re wet for this other guy he has to know.

“Tell me” he urges sucking on your neck

“We can’t i need to get up in an hour ladybug and i have a lot to do today” you protest but he has yanked your panties down and thrown them to the side and once again he is in between your legs laying on one of your thighs

“S not what i asked is it?” he says in a gruff voice envisioning how hard he was going to fuck you.

He leans down and bites your bottom lip before kissing you as he raises your left leg to go on his shoulder so he can hook his arm under it “Tell me” he stresses as his hand trails down to your pussy.

Your breath hitches as he gets closer “i dont know” you whisper

“Really? cuz yeh’re really fucking wet for this guy”

“Harry” you look at him as he holds this devious look on his face.

He looks at you as he slides his fingers in your slit, and your mouth opens a moan stuck in your throat he removes them trailing them up to your clit before he slides them in again this time deeper warranting a moan from you “Ungh….Harry”  you moan closing your eyes shut.

He removes his fingers again spreading your pussy lips before he rubs over clit your thigh starts trembling you’re hypersensitive to his touch now.

He groans as he watches you closely

“I wan’ to kno’ Y/N. Who’s the arse tha’ got my fiance so horny?”

“I don’t know” you whimper as he slides his fingers back in this time moving them in and out in short strokes.

The hand that was once holding onto your wrist is now behind your neck pulling at your hair and you are now pulling him close to you pushing his tights down stroking him. You want him closer though inside you, his fingers were doing a good job but not fulfilling the purpose.

“Please” you beg

“Please what pet?”

“Please Harry, please i need you to fuck me” you plead

He smirks raising up from you. He removes his t-shirt and tights lowering himself on you and kissing down your stomach .

“No!” You interject

“What?’ he asks looking at you  

“I just want you to fuck me please Harry” you plead again pulling him up as your hips bucked towards his. You were afraid one lick would mean an orgasm and you  didn’t want that just yet, you just wanted him deep inside you.

“You haven’t told me who the man was darling” he teases holding your hips down

“I swear i don’t know Harry!” you cry out tears threatening to escape

“Sh sh sh pet ‘m just teasing yeh really must be horny”

“Harry” you fuss

“Ok ok" he chuckles “put him in” he says biting his lip

You reach down and grab his shaft slowly guiding him to your entrance.

He groans when he is halfway in. Abruptly he grabs your thighs putting your legs on his shoulder. He slid out because of that and now you’re whining.

“S ok pet’ll give yeh wha’ yeh need” he says spreading your thighs a little so he can get better access.

You were wrong, you thought it was his mouth that was going to make you cum quickly it wasn’t. With one swift motion he is inside you and deep. Your thigh muscles start trembling.

“Fuck!” he whispers looking down at you

Your back is arched your hands are gripping onto his biceps. He slides out and slides in again this time with more force

“OH god! ….Harry!” you exclaim

“Shhh darling can’ awaken the kraken, can we?” he jokes. Your one year old daughter is known to wake up at the slightest sound of noise. He leans down and plants a kiss to your mouth before placing his forehead on yours. He is now at a different angle and you can hear the moistness from your pussy as he moves in and out.

“Oh fuck! Harry!” exclaim digging your nails further into his bicep

He looks down at you, he knows you’re getting ready to climax and hard because your pussy walls are spasming. He grunts pushing in further with more force as you cry out in pleasure against his lips.

He raises up holding your knees against the bed. His brow is raised and he is watching you come down from your high giving you shallow strokes as you try to catch your breath.

“Re yeh pregnant?” This has happened before, happened when you were pregnant with your daughter you were extremely horny all the time and just a touch from Harry would almost warrant an orgasm.

You blush “i dont know?”

“Remind me to get yeh a pregnancy test.” he smiles before pushing in deeper

you know like on 1D Day so he could see Harry better?

Everytime you feel sad, insecure, dejected, etc. remember one thing: