Car
It's very irrational it was like when you were children and someone broke your favorite toy.
âY/N!â Harry screamed walking into your shared house. You had sat nervously waiting for him to get home. âY/N!..Whaâ the fuck happened to my car??!â he questioned you.
Your heart sank some more, the butterflies intensified in your stomach. His Classic 1955 Mercedes-Benz 190SL was damaged from an accident earlier that day.
âIt was an accidentâ you spoke softly
âMy bloody car!â he says grabbing his head pacing the floor
âI'm sorryâ Â it wasnât your fault
âThaâs a multimillion dollar car! A collectable! ... sorry!?â Â
âYes it was an accident Harryâ you tried to reason with him
âWhy the fuckâre yeh driving it to begin with? Yehâve a car! Yeh didn't even bloody ask if yeh could drive my car!â
âI didn't do it on purpose i'll get it fixed!â
âWith what money?!â He barked back âOh let me guess so youâre gonna use my money to fix it!â
âNo I have moneyâ he scoffed âcut the shit!â you say getting angry âI already called they'll be here to pick it up tomorrowâ
âMy car I was supposed to go with it to the awards next weekend what the fuck is wrong with yeh? why didn't you ask me?â
âI didn't know i had to i'm sorry.. they'll fix it I'll fix it!â Â you mumble
He shook his head and walked away.Harry was so angry he didn't even realize what he had said to you all he could think about was the damage to his car. You were shocked by this by him having such a strong outburst but it also hurt your feelings. It was an accident. An accident. Â You both sulked around the house avoiding each other for a week.
âHeyâ he greeted you coming home from the studio the car had been dropped off during the day.
You stand by the island in the kitchen âHey car is back here are your keysâ you handed him the keys âsorry again you'll get to drive it to the awards.â you paid extra to rush the process
He nods âThere's another car outsideâ he states
âYea I bought oneâ He made a face, he was confused. You feel your temper rise by how oblivious he is. âMake sure you check your car make sure there's no other damage that i caused that didn't get fixed.â you peer at him from your peripheral focusing on rearranging the items on the counter.
He sighed âpet i didn't mean to..â
You cut him off âWhile you're at it make sure your bank account isn't missing 200 thousand dollars since you were so worried about itâ
âY/Nâ Â he moves toward you
âDon't!â Â you warn him turning to face him âYou didn't even care that i got hit not because I was reckless but because some ass ran a red light then on top of that i had to crawl over to the other side to get out! You didn't even ask about me or your child or wonder how we're doing.. your car your precious car!â you speak sarcastically
âPetal calm downâ He rubs your back. You both knew stress was not good for you or the baby
âDon't fucking touch me!â Â you push him away and walk away from him âGreat to know where I stand in your life Harry. Great to know! You could give 2 shits about your wife but let me not ruin your things so i bought a car for me to use! God forbid I ruin another one of your things. I'm gonna start working overtime so you don't think I'm with you because of your money!â
âY/N stopâ he speaks calmly
âIn the grand scheme of things in your life where do I stand? Hmm?! (you don't give him a chance to answer) I know I'm not even in the top 5 things in your life!â you start to gesticulate counting with your fingers âIt's your cars your things your money God knows what else hopefully you're unborn child (you point to your stomach) but i don't know where i am. So since I know I'm not up there you can sleep in your car and hopefully your things will keep you warm at night!â you stomp away up the steps and slam the bedroom door. Â
Harry hung his head low trying to remember what he said to you he realized there were a lot of low blows he threw at you at the heat of the moment. He's guilty he knows it. How could he be so stupid he thinks to himself.
You lay quietly in bed crying you knew Harry cared about you and more importantly your unborn child. But you had to point out his childish irrational behavior. You quickly wipe your face when you hear his feet thumping up the steps. The door opens and closes Harry walks over to you and gets in bed.
âGo awayâ you speak softly, you fuss
âM your husband not going anywhereâ he says pulling you close to him
You huff and rub your growing belly 4 months pregnant and counting.
You both remain silent and you fall asleep listening to each others breathing. You're awakened by your hunger pains you skipped dinner after your big argument.
You sigh and gently remove Harry's arm from around you
âWhere yeh going?â his voice rasps scaring you. He was always a light sleeper
âNeed a snackâ you whisper
He groans rolling on his back âdid yeh eat dinner?â
âNoâ you mumble walking towards the bathroom. When you exit heâs standing by the door âyeh need to eat.â
âI knowâ you say trying to avoid his lecture
âWhat do yeh feel like eating?â
You shrug âbreakfastâ
He smiles âbreakfast for dinner?â
âYesâ you nod your head
âCome onâ he holds his hand out for you to hold. You walk down the steps to the kitchen. âEnglish breakfast or regular?â
âEnglishâ you smile
He smiles once more. It takes almost an hour but he finishes.
âThank youâ you say once he places the plate in front of you.
You both eat in silence. After youâre finished you place the dishes in the sink.
âY/Nâ he calls your name softly
âI don't want to talk about itâ
âWe need toâ he says coming up from behind you lightly grabbing your sides
You sigh and turn around
âMean more to me than my bloody thingsâ he speaks softly rubbing light circles on you
You shake your head and look at your feet. âSorry about your car i should have askedâ you look up at him
âNoo petal noo my thingsâre yours too I'm sorry. I apologize for bein an arse. You're my whole world. More important to me than anything.â He placed his forehead on yours. âM sorry please forgive me shouldn't have said what I saidâ
âDid you mean it?â you say tears threatening to fall
âY/N noo noo I didn't poppet...I didn't... I apologize. You're my wife carrying my child wouldn't trade it for the world I love you. I love you more than you knowâ
You nod and hug him âI love you tooâ
He held you tight rubbing your back âYeh ok? is cupcake ok?â Â he asks stepping back to bend down towards your stomach
âYesâ you say caressing his head âjust whiplash car spun around"
He feels pain in his heart he should have been there instead he was being foolish.
âNeck okay?â he touches it lightly examining it
âYesâ you yawn "scuse me"
âLets go to bed flowerâ
You roll your eyes âOh my godâ you hate that pet name
He chuckles picking you up âYou're my precious flowerâ Â
You giggle holding him close











