#198days

I love secretly writing this for us every day! I really hope you’ll love this as much as I do. Today was good!!! You stopped by this morning on your way to AA to grab my mom’s lens and a couple of smooches! I did homework all morning and then went to dance, and you were doing your thing at the spring game! We talked on the phone on the way back and it was sweet. You hung with Bryan real quick at subway and Kayla came in and I gave you so much shit for saying hi to her but you know I was just kidding! Nothing can come between us, babe! After that, you came over and painted cookie Easter eggs with us and then we went for a run! I complained about going at first but you were so adamant. You were literally wearing khaki shorts, a polo, and those lil Nike sneakers - but you went on a two-mile run with me just so I would really do it! I feel so blessed to have you in my life to push me to be my best! I love it so much! I think we are good at that...pushing each other to be our best selves. Every time you drove today you had me on the phone and I love that so much! You’re always thinking of me. 

Honestly, I hit the jackpot with you. 

YES, I want to strangle you sometimes and YES, I want to take off your head occasionally and YES, in some of my worst moments I make you feel like you’re not enough; but Evan, you are SO perfect for me and you are so much more than enough. You are so caring and you just love me so much. Not only do you tell me all the time, but you show me in SO many different ways. I love how obvious your love for me is, in both the little and big moments and ways. You are my everything! UGH!

A few minutes ago you texted me saying “Babe” “Omg” and I said “what” and you said “Nooooo” “Bad news” “I can't go to church w you or go to your aunts tomorrow..........” and I just replied “why” and you said “My parents changed their minds and they want me to spend Easter with them” I calmly answered “okay, i get that babe” because I KNEW you were trying to play me, HA! and you said “I'm so pissed” “No” “This isn't fair” and so I unusually replied as calm as possible, “I’m upset but there’s nothing I can do” and you said “Damn” “I thought you’d flip out” “I was kidding but ok” and I said “i knew you were kidding babe.” Evan, you were so shook that even though a text, I could tell that you were lying. You were so mindblown. OOPS. You can’t bullshit a bullshitter! Hehe. I’m too good ;) 

Anyway, you’re writing an article and I’m just so in love with you and can’t wait for Easter tomorrow! I get to be with you all day! Those are my favorite days! Ahh! Okay, I’m gonna get back to my school work and text you when you’re done writing. I LOVE YOU TO PIECES!