I've had a pretty big crush on you for awhile, but I don't think the feelings could ever be the same because of the standards and expectations you have for girls you date. Not that that's bad, but I have messed up and I'm not the prettiest
I'm not sure how long this has been in my inbox, I suspect years, but I don't know. I may have even seen it before, but I don't remember. I appreciate you telling me. I think everyone wants to know if someone has or ever had a crush on them. I know in the past I have posted about my preferences in a girlfriend/wife. I used to be quite a judgmental person when I was younger. I was harsh. But I was always outwardly nice, but I would have some pretty judgmental thoughts. As I have gotten older, I believe God put situations in my life to give me perspective. I like to think I am not the judgmental person I used to be anymore. I strive to love everyone and realize everyone has different life experiences and situations. I think when it comes to finding a wife I have become a lot more accepting. Funny enough, I think watching Married At First Sight really helped me with that lol. But I think I still struggle on knowing where to draw the line, like in what areas should I be willing to settle? My friends once told me that I just want a female version of myself, and when I think about it, it's true in many ways. Part of me wants to hold on to my high standards and part of me knows I'm about to be 30 years old. I just hope I don't become too accepting to the point where I let myself be with someone who I shouldn't be with. I never worried about that before because my standards were so strict. But now it's different. I know I should just put it in God's hands and let Him show me who I should be with. I just need to have that faith in Him.
