#12 12

Hey friends! Does anyone have any rituals that they like to do on 12/12? I know today is big manifestation energy but I don't exactly know how to do ritual work for today.

Here's what I do know:

12/12 is a lucky day - 12 is a powerful number - there are 12 zodiac signs, 12 months in a year

12 is a completion cycle number

Cas: I’m gonna die. Dean:

Yesterday, during his breakdown, through his tears he said my name many times. I mentioned it as feeling like I'm being materialized when he does that. But I wonder whether it's the same for him. By speaking my name, it makes me realer and closer. Perhaps a sort of comfort. There was so much desperation and despair in his voice. My name has never been uttered like that before. Not even my given first name.

The longer I know him, the truer this becomes. Every page I flip contains more poetry and since he has added me to his pages, I have become poetry too. It's surreal. Like living in a published leatherbound intelligent creation.

I originally viewed him like classical painters did upon a beautiful woman they wanted to depict as Athena and Antigone and Magdalene. I didn't expect that as we continued to know each other, this artistic impression of him would stay. And that he would become my muse, entirely unintentionally. 90% of my poetry these days is inspired by him and idk the last time I wrote so much.