#11302015

I be breaking my own heart and pissing myself off. Like “damn bitch you really dropped the ball on that one huh?” Then in the same breath remind myself who tf I am because “I’m a great muthafucka”…at least I know I will be someday soon….

Maybe it's too early for you to say, "I'm not going to be healed." Because eventually, I know you're going to be healed. Maybe it's too much if you say, "No one's been here for me." Because I know that you know to yourself that you've got God and that there are people out there who's actually been there for you. Maybe it's too harsh for you to say, "I'm nothing." Because I know that there's someone out there who sees you as 'something'. And so, I want you to stop thinking too much. And instead, try to use your time to build yourself into some kind of a masterpiece.

These past few weeks I've been busy, with my studies, and mostly with myself. Wait.. actually I can't tell if I'm really having some time for myself 'cos you know there are times when I think that I don't really have a choice but to focus on my studies, like I'm going to school early in the morning to study and then right after class I'm going straight at home to do my school works. I don't even have time to hang out with my friends anymore, which I don't know if it's a good thing or not, well I don't really have money for now huhu I'm broke as fuck, as in seriously. Anyways, when the Christmas break starts as much as possible I'm going to cope up with all the things I missed, like time for my family, time for my friends, and of course, time for myself.

heh