#10amwithtea. This time I confess that even though I tried hard yesterday to be positive. Have a better day. Stay calm. The day went đ đ âŹïž quite quickly. To the point where last night I sat in the bath and sobbed and sobbed. Sobbed that I got angry and shouted Again! Sobbed that Iâm failing my kids because I canât do this. Sobbed because I was offered a place in the school âkey worker provisionâ but then feel guilty knowing they are stretched. Sobbed because a friend messaged me something and then I poured my heart out to her. Then it was like a relief. That what I need. All those little niggly things that come out over a cuppa. Just poured out to her in one swoop. This situation we are in still is đ©. I think because most of us have played by the rules and sat tight for so long we are exhausted with it. Most of us are at breaking. We just need those hugs, that light at the end of the tunnel. So this maybe another day. I may be accepting this situation we are in. But that doesnât mean it going to be rosey every day. If you havenât got this. Thatâs ok. X https://www.instagram.com/p/CJ8UV3Ll5d_/?igshid=18h2l5e9fj28o








