#10322

It’s been three weeks today since you decided you can’t do this anymore. I don’t think you thought it through considering how you ended it but I’ve thought a lot about it since. Those words are stuck in my head. It’s not like I can easily get them out since I’m stuck seeing you every day either at the job I came to for you or the house I am stuck living in with you for almost a whole year. This is not how I thought this would go at all. Since the rose colored glasses are off though I know it’s for the best for many reasons and I should’ve left a long time ago so thank you for doing it for me now I guess before I made the mistake of committing to you for life. You couldn’t treat me like a partner and give me basic needs. You almost just implied you were leaving without a word before you told me you don’t *think* you can do this anymore. You broke my heart definitely but you couldn’t do it with a definite statement. Just know if/when you regret this again, like last time, I will not be here. The door is closed for you and us. There is no us anymore. Just a you and a me. I deserve much more than you ever had or will have the ability to give me. I deserve a partner that actually cares about me and especially as much as I care about them.