#101daysleft

Because I Love You

My heart aches when you don’t talk to me, not because you are supposed to, but because it makes me feel like you don’t need me anymore. It makes me feel as if I am no longer that important part of your life that I once was. I try hard to control my emotions, so you won’t know when I am sad. I get so happy even when I just received one word response from you, pathetic, isn’t it? But this is how easily you can make me smile. 

I watched a short film, and at the end, the main character said something that hit straight to my heart, “Because I love you, so I did everything I could to be with you. Because I love you, so I choose to leave because of all the pains, scars, and struggles that hurt you. I choose to leave, so you can have a blessing relationship to be happier.” 

當妳整天都不找我時，我的心好疼。我心疼不是因為妳應該要找我，而是我覺得我好像在妳心中的地位已經不像以前那麼重要了。我試著克制自己的情緒，不想讓妳知道我很痛苦。就算妳只有傳給我一個字的訊息也能讓我很開心，很可悲，對吧? 但這就是妳的魔法，只有一點點就能讓我笑。