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It’s my treasure. These flowers are on glue. Although they are fake, i love my cactuses so much. You could see them on next studyblr photos. Also, i’ve bought another flower, but i don’t know its name.

Today I have made a new video and now i’m mounting this (I’m not sure that “mounting” is a correct word) I hope it will be better than previous studyblr video and i also hope that you will like it.

#100ED #ED10 Gods, she's so stubborn. Like deadly stupidly stubborn. I'm talking about my sister. She's only 15 and she thinks she knows everything. She's like a classic teenager from books, all high and mighty, not listening and defying parents. I think it's only partly because of her age. For example, I wasn't like this in her age. But well, I've reached my puberty much later. It doesn't mean we're that different. I was pretty stubborn too ;D. I just expressed it in another way. Since I've always been the silent type, I've never talked back to my parents. They could lecture me all day long, my answers only consisted of Yesses and Nos. In the end, I was on the verge of tears like my sister. We've thought that they didn't understand us well enough to do such mean things like pressuring and lecturing. But (It's only natural to to compare us) I was more reasonable and easier to deal with (I guess). After having my breakdowns and crying all the tears I started thinking property. Not always though, I had my moments. I repeated to myself that "parents meant well". And it helped. Eventually xD

#100ED #ED9 Nobody's perfect. I've learned that a long time ago. We all have our ups and downs. This post will be about me. As always. The thing is that I've always been aggressive one. Quiet but aggressive if that makes sense. And me having a resting bitch face (I like the term btw xD) doesn't help being more appealing. I mean it suits my character. Unfortunately. But that's fine. I've had to deal with it since I was the kindergarten. Children whom I played with often told me not to pout although I actually didn't. It might look like I did with my round face, chubby cheeks and serious look. In primary school I was teased for being smart and not being like anyone else (damn xenophobic). Kids are cruel 😅. So apparently that didn't make me more gentler. Moreover I've learned to cope with it by bullying back. Tbc

#100ED #ED7 I've decided to remember the time when I weighed more than 143 pounds. Man that was hell. I was trying to lose weight by playing Wii "Just Dance". I literally spent every evening after classes at the mall where I could play it for free and do these crazy silly moves. Someone had taken a video of me jumping like a clown, I saw it! I came home soaked in sweat. Well at least I'd done a great job advertising for the shop😅 And losing my weight of course. I've lost about 24 pounds and I still keep my body in shape. My friends tell me that I'm too skinny but I'm totally fine with it. So that's the most important thing right? :) A little working out and sweating, a little stretching and a tasty treat at the end are the perfect recipe for sweet dreams~ (at Перекопская 21)

#100ED #ED6 It's been a while. The thing is that I don't have any news to tell about. I think I've spent almost a month without deep thoughts. Really. It must be the psychiatry. It had a weird influence on my mind and I actually couldn't point it out. Just a weird feeling. Oh my visa was approved few days ago. I'm kinda excited :D Already have started making plans. You know, sightseeing, shopping and other stuff. I spend days just having classes and sleeping. Guess I don't have strength to do anything else. ~.~