#10.15.20

Kanina nung nililipat namin yung tomato plants, bakit daw baligtad ko itinanim? Edi baligtad din daw yun tutubo. Inexplain ko na magiging paangat ulit tubo nun pero yun di sila naniwala. HAHA

Phew. Life can be so busy sometimes! School has me quite busy, and has been filling my plate. It’s a good busy though, and I’m learning a lot, and pretty much all of it is stuff that I want to learn about.

I went to acupuncture on Sunday and holy moly it kicked my ass this week. I think I’ve come to the conclusion that I was kind of developing some kind of cold or something before I went, and the acupuncture kind of chased it out. I felt pretty ill and weak for a couple of days, and I’ve been feeling better today. But I think that if I told my acupuncturist that he would probably agree. 

I’ve been feeling like there has been so much... noise, both in my head and around me. Since school has started, I’ve made a routine to have a cup of tea every night and then meditate for about 10-15 minutes while it steeps. It occurred to me tonight while I was meditating that I should ground. I haven’t done it in a while. So I went into the astral and grounded, and I did feel a lot better.

I also felt C calling me to the astral... I had a flicker of a vision, of her in the cosmic place, and I felt a sudden surge of emotion... calling me there. So I went. She graciously met me. She did some kind of manipulation of my energy, and then I was sucked into another memory. I was a kid in school... not our era, who got caught cheating on a test. He was reprimanded afterwards, then went home. On the walk home, he kind of broke down and sat somewhere and cried. He stopped when a stray dog pulled him out of it, licking his tears away. He spent some time hugging the dog, pulling himself together. He walked home with the dog, and then gave some food to him.

The next part was kind of a blur... normally the memory would just end... and I tried to end it, but it wouldn’t... and it kind of... fast-forwarded?? and I saw like many many different parts of this persons’ life... almost all of it at once... and then he died... and I still couldn’t connect... 

I finally was able to, and then I talked to C a bit more before ending the session.

Hmm... what else... even though I’ve been busy with irl stuff and haven’t been working on spiritual stuff per say, I’ve still been doing a lot of thinking and pondering... I’ve had a lot of thoughts and realizations... maybe I’ll make a couple other posts talking about them sometime. But I think that’s it for now.

I hope that everyone has a wonderful night!