#1.14.18

This Erin is from 1.14.18!

Eyelashes

Today has been really rough in terms of ED thoughts and anxieties. I struggled to get dressed, and I felt really uncomfortable with the way I looked in everything I put on. My family, my boyfriend, and I went out for Hibachi to celebrate my birthday (which was last Tuesday), and I let myself enjoy my food, but while we were waiting for food, I found myself looking at my lap and comparing the size of legs to the size of S's and my sisters. Ugh. Anyways, I did enjoy the food, and I've done well with eating all day, so things are still on track. I talked to S later in the day about it. He was listened really well and was very supportive. He reminded me that the path upwards isn't linear, and that there can be dips in progress, but that doesn't mean things aren't still getting better. ...He's pretty amazing...on an unrelated note...we fell asleep on my bed for like two hours

In random places, Inspiration’s found.(1.14.18)

This Erin is from 1.14.18!

"art capturing art"

all of these thoughts, you’re breaking me & my confidence whether you know it or not