#093014

this has been the WWWEIRDEST semester of college yet, like, 1st week of school some girl WINKED AT ME and that just doesn't HAPPENS I don't get WINKED at by FASHIONABLE ARTSY GIRLS and I don't even know it was a SHOCK and lilac seemed almost hurt or jealous but.. it was like. how does she know about ...? anyways yeah I got WINKED at omfg and then...last Tuesday, some creep guy (this isn't necessarily a good thing but) in my psych class turned around as we were all leaving and said ,,,"before we go, you're really pretty" and ?! it was gross and sort of humiliating and I didn't feel good about myself over it, because there were people around and I'd been sitting behind him so it was creepy, but anyways and then TODAY some random black girl , as I was walking by her crowded table booth full of friends , was randomly like, almost yelling "wow you're really pretty... really pretty " to me and I didn't really have time to react and it wasn't flirty or anything , and I hope they heard me say thanks, but, it was still, i mean and then... this dreamy/creamy/airy boy lilac and I used to know SMILED A CAPTAIN AMERICA smile at us... it was. it's been a weird semester