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I don't talk about him enough but I truly do have a sweet guy in my life right now. I'm grateful for that for sure. He's keeping me grounded right now and keeping me from losing it completely.

My boyfriend has been so good at getting me to remember to do my shots lol I don't even think about it anymore. Hoping I can start doing them less often now that I no longer have an estrogen producing system in my body.

It's really weird dating someone who lives close enough to see but not close enough to see often. Like so far it's been every weekend but that will soon stop when I start working weekends again. It's weird not being able to see him more and I won't be able to see him this weekend because I haven't been cleared to drive yet (damn I can't even like make good without screwing up somehow right now so I def shouldn't be driving.... though I did okay with the cookies earlier so maybe?) I wonder if we saw each other more if my feelings would grow. Right now they're just sorta like eh. Idk how to explain it. I'm glad I have him but at the same time I'm also stuck in a stupid headspace. I think I'm just not ready for something super duper serious just yet but like moving in together may be the only way to solve the distance. Lifee. That can't happen just yet though thankfully.